mutual attraction

2007-01-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

finally, the weekend.
the week passed so fast.

orientation is finally over.
HA. 1c is actually not bad at all.
on the 2nd and 3rd day, they totally cheered!
:D and we did the item quite well la.
shtitty rain.
came when we were doing the council item.
sucks la.
);

stressed. trying to study amath just now.
rawh. i cant do it la.
FINE, I CAN.
ive got a fwaying headache. and backache.
still have to study.
i cant even do trigo.
so stresss );

everything has been disappointing.
whoever said that 2007 would be a good one?
damn you.

when everything is meant to be broken.

2007-01-03T19:40:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

it was alright lah. spent the first 2 periods in mr ng's classroom.
our homeroom is cool now! HAHA.
its like in one of the humanities room lah.
YAY. now have aircon!

haven seen so many people for so long.
haha. some changed so much! in like just two months.
feeel so not in touch. :/

actually going back to school, its really weird.
its so much more different then the hols.
yucks, kinda hard to get used to mans.

anyways. had orientation.
OMG. so tiring. everyone was so tired.
sarah yip's sister is in my class!
her name is like sally lah. ahhaa.
i think its the same as kelly's sister right?
HAHA. yeah. it was alright lah. but like so kns.
cos everyone so tired. and then like didn't want to cheer much also.
yucks.

i think im offically holiday sick. :/
so kangkou now lah.
RAWH.

hopefullly, they say amath mock is postphoned to monday/
I PRAY. :/
i dont want to do badly lah.
i feeel so stressed.
like its sec four and everything.
there's like homework, tests, exams, prelims, and finally Os.
i mean, how can you do this to a 15 plus plus year old person?!
ITS LIKE SO ABSURD.

yah. and i realize people do change.
i dont know why. but yeah.
all's so weird. :/

i just dont like school lah. );

i pray that we dont grow apart.

2007-01-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

OMG. im so stresssed.

I HAVEN STUDIED FOR MY AMATH. )));
and there's like orientation thingy the whole weeek.
and the mock exam is like on fri! AHHHHH.
im gonna fail. );

and i haven done my chinese. OKAY BYE FER.
you're dead. so dead.

why does the hols have to end?
nelly furtado was right.
ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END.
);

isn't reopening of school suppose to be a joyous thing?
i dont rmbhaving any holidau hmk last year?!
OMG.
i dont want.
i can see fat pats coming.
FER WHY DIN YOU STUDY...

OMG. BYE.

2006-12-28T10:49:00.000+08:00

OMG. i haven blogged for so LONG.
haaaa. its alr the 28th of DEC!
AND SCHOOL'S GOING TO REOPEN.

thats depressing.
ANYWAY.
lets talk about what i did since i last blogged.

oh wait. i forgot.
i think it was probably lots of christmas shopping lah.
went for confession last thurs. :/
its weird going for 2 confession in like one month?!
and last time i used to go like once in 3 years or dont know what.

oh. ruff came back from army.
celebrated his birthday with dinner. HAHA.
played at arcade at queensway!
reminded me of the time when i played with hanwei and friends.
the coin game is seriously addictive.
luckily i din bring money out on that day.

Sis came over on sat with her friend.
she's like damn funny please. hahah!
her friend said that we are totally different. if he saw us on the streets, he totally cant tell that we are sisters.
FINE. hahaha. i was rarely home also, so din really go out with her lah.
she went back on tuesday i think.
her friend gave me a present lah. not bad ah.
to think that i din really talk to him.
:/ he's like. not very young i think.
so YAH. HAHAHA.

so christmas eve. everyone got all dressed up!
HAHA. me and issy were like super low self esteem, that we went to hide in the toilet.
took crazy pics. HAHAAHAH. omg. it was fun.
finally left the looo for mass. yucks. sat outside again.
saw hot guy! so HOOOOOT! SO HOT LIKE ITS CHAOTAHHHHH.
and we saw this guy that looks like danny from mcfly.
izzit mcfly? or izzzit simple plan. AIYAAAA. all the same lah.

after mass, went crazy taking pics and exchanging presents. HAHA.
everyone was like totally cam-whoring. WHOOOOO.
issy send me the pics LAHHHH.

she cant upload i think. cos they have earthquake in taiwan. :/
NO. i dont mean that she is so affected by the earthquake that she cant bring herself to upload.
its just smth to do with the internet connection blah blah underwater blah blah damaged. YAHH.

Christmas Day.
was horrible in the begining. but alright after that.
went to people's house, ate, got fat, had fun.

Boxing Day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMMIE! <3333

anyway. he so totally guessed my christmas present. NO FUN LAH.
went to thai express for food. OMG.
im so totally broke. 63 bucks please!
i just checked the receipt. its like service charge is 5.40 and GST is like 2.97.
EXCUSE ME. was there any service at all?!
yucks lah. im paying so much extra for that waiter who expects us to pass him the plates to clear.
and he din even wipe the table?! jerry even wanted to give him 10 cents tip.
PLEASE LAH.

went over to dawn's house for dinner.
her dog is like crazy. HAHA.
okay lah, it was quite fun.
issy couldn't stop eating. i mean like seriously.
HAHAHA. oh. moo and i tried dog fooood. PUAI.
me and issy even tried playing xbox. azin the soccer game.
OMG. we totally sucked. HAHAHA.
we played against rardie. yucks la.
but he only won by ONE lah.
so its not so bad.

and now im going to stay home and do hmk.
YES. i haven even started on amath yet.
and the SS is like so crappy that i dont think zuraida wants to mark it.

OH. and you know what. i was reading the news right, ( FOR ONCE)
yahh! i think it happened near my house lah. this 18 year old woman kena robbed.
and then when she chased the robber right, he pushed her down the stairs lah!
OMG. she actually had to go for stiches please.
please dont go home late at night.
i dont know whether its near my house lah.
but they say telok blangah. and it happened near the bridge.
but blk 64 there where got bridge?!

HAHAA. anyhow. be careful okay?
do your homework!

2006-12-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

things are going down down down the drain.
so much for the festive season.

the rain has been getting me down.
the sky is pouring, so am i.
RAWH.

when you left i lost a part of me.
its just so hard to believe.
come back baby baby,
we belong together.

2006-12-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

yucks.
you know i feeel like crap everytime you leave.
so used, so cheap

HA.
there's never a right time to say goodbye.
he's right.

its okay, i dont want any ipod anymore.
i dont want anything anymore.

yes i love you, but i cant do what we do anymore.
so please dont come anymore.
please dont.

i shouldn't ask for anything more from you.
but please don't come anymore.
thats the last thing you can do for me.

i dont know how will it be next year.
i dont know about us anymore.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger
I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all

YEAH RIGHT. YEAH RIGHT. YEAH RIGHT.

get a life fer.
there are no fairy tales here.

2006-12-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

OMG. i'm feeeling so mood swinging today.
HAHAA.

please get me the fray cd and saving jane cd for X'mas?
HAHAA. i'll love you for life. :D
anyway.
just came back from m'sia.
did some shopping. but not say bought alot of things la.
i just made my mama broke luh.
i dont think she ever wants to go shopping with me ever again la.

OHWELLS.
last two trng alr. bleah.
i wonder how are we gona get through bdiv next year?
and its the O's year next year! OMG.
okay shall not talk about it. its depressing you know.
AHAHA.

just finished ONE present.
OMG. im seriously broke this year.
LIKE OMG. all the presents are like.
im going to make it. HAHAHA.

there's trng tmr.
and im not asleeep.
RAWH. i dont want i dont want. its like the new route.
OMG. im reminded of our game with the U16.
how trashed can we get please.
RAWH. a piece of shit.

speaking of which, zhen and friends are gone alr.
OKAY VERY GOOD. ( im being sarcastic. )

i dont want i dont want.
i dont care if she reads this or what.
I DONT WANT I DONT WANT.
stop being sarcastic.
yucks. i hate it.
" DO I NEED A MASSAGE? "
YAH YAH I NEED, YOU WANNA GIVE ME ONE?
%*(#$^#*q$*&#*(^^$)^$*(#^$()#^$*(^#*($^*(

christmas is coming.
its a season of giving.
can i just give all my shit to her.
omg. kill her please.

i promise i'll blog properly next time.

2006-12-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :D

i haven blogged for like 386289469 years.
everytime i visit my blog, its always stuck at the OBM page, i see alr also sian.
you, being the reader, would be even more sian! HAHA.
so i decided to do you and myself a favour by blogging! HAHA.

just came back from trng.
OMG. the new route for warm up is so horrible.
yucks, we used to do two rounds around the track only.
i think now 3 rounds of the new one is like, 6 rounds of the track ah.
or more. *()&*(#&$*()&)
but overall its okay la.

past few days is like so church church church la.
we went to eat stingray at pasir panjang, went beach road, blah.
HAHAA. i think jane is sick of me alr.
OH. PAN went to AUSSIE alr!
)): i miss her alr lah! hurry come back for christmas okay! :D

isssy is back alr too! we are going to go christmas shopping for clothes for christmas! :D
i wonder if zhen wants to come for new year's eve this year again. HAHA.
most probably not i guess. i still rmbed last year she drank too much smelly beerrr, and talked rubbish.
NKF became national kidney failure?! HAHAHA.

yah man. im gg KL on weds!
SHOP SHOP. hahaa.
i haven been back there for 3 years alr! HAHA.
i wonder how does the house look like.
i wonder how my sis looks like man! HA.

and i haven done any homework.
WELL DONE FER.
i better get started la.
YUCKS.

new york is cancelled tmr.
hai.

2006-11-29T10:33:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!!!!

HHAHAAAA. OMG. OBM IS SO GREAT FUN PLEASE.
there's trng tmr. i wonder how i would fare. :/

ANYWAYYYY.
LETS TALK ABOUT OBM!

went off to church camp on fri! haaa.
OMG. pamela is seriously...
left on sunday morning!
sat 10 hours with yan on the bus, reached the compound at around730.
OMG. we so totally regretted.
everywhere you turn, is like I WANNA GO HOME!
haaaa. and its like there are like still 10 more days lahh.
how to survive!
hahaaa. then after that we were called out to our group!
BEREMBAN! :DDDDDD
after that had to surrender money, wallet and PHONE. boohoo.
its like. FOR TEN DAYS!!!!!!?!!!!!

had dinner, felt totally home sick please.
was thinking about weizhen and friends and my mum like mad.
honey slept beside me, and lyanne and joy below me!
THEY AH. talk and shake the bed until i cannot sleep!
HAHAA.
the dorm was the lowest one, but we still had to climb like FREAKING alot of stairs!
JERAI DORM!! they say its haunted. :/

2ND DAY!
woke up. meal times was like a routine. go up take cutlery and utensils, distribute, serve, moment of slience, wash plates, put back into the locker.
HAAA. i really miss that now!
i rmb for the first day we actually threw the entire container into the drain to get rid of the dirty water that we use to rinse! HAAA,. i rmb lyanne screaming! HAHA.
thats our dining hall! where we eat!

played some chair game at the gym hall.
you have to start at some point, and then like use 7 chairs and transfer everyone to the other side.
we actually tried 4 times!!! hahahaa. its okay that we lost to MULU.
()%&#$(). oh btw, YAN'S in mulu! haaaa. and beremban is like sort of teamed up with MULU.
so its like all the expedition we two groups go tgt! YAY! hahaa.
after lunch, we had kayaking lesson! hahaa. the freaking kayak is so heavy!
me and honey partnereed each other.
and we had to PURPOSELY CAPSIZE!
hahaa. omg, its so scary la! hahaa. we had to turn it around and head first into the water.
me and honey prayed before doing it!!!! HAHAA.
then we had to wear the life jackets and swim to far away in the sea.
ME, SWIM?! hahaha. luckily for lyanne and honey, if not i would have floated away!
hahaa.

tried kayaking, joy and lyanne has to capsize for demostration.
i think snake ( our instructor, he looks like a snake) totally regretted.
cos they two got bitten by jellyfish!
OMG! i like totally saw the jellyfish going towards them!! and snake had to sweep it away with the paddle!
the rest of us were like totally traumatized!

Kayked to an island the next day. Its the sea expediton!
had rock climbing before going there.
HAHAA. its like really ROCK climbing.so damn difficult lah!
we took like 4 hours to complete beremban and mulu la.
so we were late for the expedition.
kayaked there with honey. OMG. our kayak is like :/
its like always going to another direction. HELLO!?!
we could have died in the BIG SEA! its like in the middle of nowhere.

reached there, and it was dark alr. haa.
picked seashells with hon. in our own world again!
haaaa. ate burgers for dinner, didn't really wanted light.
its sort of better, not to see what you were eating lah! HAHAHA.

pitched tent! it was super comfortable.
rained and i didn't even know! haaa.
we totally pee-ed in the forest la! haaa.
our first time. oh, and we have to say excuse me when we pee!
so scary la.

abseiled the next morning! OMG! its even scarier then the taman one!
super high and its like two parts one. grrr. hahaa.
but it was fun la!

had maggi for lunch, haaa. and that was the time when racoon is born! HAHA.
there were 3 guys in beremban. so i was looking at this guy the other day.
haaa. and i realized that he loooked totally like a racoon. HAHA.
and we didn't know his name, so we called him privately racoon la! haha.
so that kayaking day. i had to ask him for the pot or dont know what la.
so i was like, eh racoon! HAHA. he was the only one who turned! haha.
THERE YOU GO! haa. he's fated to be racoon! haaa.

so guo yaw is racoon, jin is cat fish, and shaun is reindeer! HAHA.
chased monkeys la! one stle yan's wet wipes la!
Y%#*)$&)#$ hahaaa. and another one stole racoon's slipper. hahaaa.

kayaked back! haaa. OMG. it was like super cool.
me and honey were like so wanting to give up alr.cos we kept going to other direction la!
and we were like so fed up that we wanted to call for help.
hahaa. thank goodness hon didn't. cos after that we kept trying and trying and trying, and we did it!
HAHAA. we were the last of the last you know.
may yoong and sam was supposed to be the last, because they were the sweeper right.
hahaa. me and honey were actually much behind them lah!
haaaa. but hey! we changed our way of kayaking, paddled without stopping and tadah!
we finished the first few! :DDDD
never give up, the most real experience ive came across!

next expedition!
SOLO CAMP!! OMG. super fun. haaa.
its like we were given places like 10m from each other, and we have to pitch our own tent, cook our own food etc.
i was like quite near racoon at first la. ha. he was below me, esther, joy and all above.
but very hard to see la. my position sucked. haaa.
pitched my own tent, damn happy lah! haaa. i actually folded the sides, so that the leaves and all wont come in! hahaa. tried to start the stupid fire, but couldn't. used almost all the matches lah! fed up, just ate canned sardines.
haha. slept. woke up and racoon came up with a whole body of RASHES. OMG. he looked damn scary la!
gave him my whistle! he packed up and left! OMG.
i was like super alone! cos esther and joy is like far away!

once its dark, i went into the tent alr. super scared.
slept, wrote and slept again. didn't dare to look up at night.
reindeer says not to, later see stufff that you are not supposed to see. :/
and didn't communicate with joy and esther at night.
cos not supposed to call each other's name at night!!
AHHHH. can you imagine how scary it is! haaa. i didn't dare to look out la!
its like all the leaves have shapes. SHAPES AH. ahem.

woke up, esther came and join me.
haaa. left the camp site. PHEW!
saw racoon back there, he's fine alr!
haaa.

last expediton, LAND!
omg, we totally trekked ALOT.
it was like 7 hours i think. SUPER TIRING. haaa.
but we all didn't give up la! haaa.
we had to climb four peaks! and its like super high la!
but very fun la. very hard to climb though.
its like up and down.

camped near some road place.
pitched tent, ate sardines. haha.
fun! in the morning, esther got bitten by centipede!
omg. it was so pain that she cried for very long. :/
heng ah, she's fine.

we called snake, UNCLE. hahaa.
he actually answered! haha.
oh man. miss him so much la.
you know, before we went on the bus on the last day.
he purposely sat like at the top of the stairs of the dining hall and watched us from afar.
RAWH. so sad you know. its like he would cry, so he sat far away.
BOOHOOO. i miss him!

very sad okay, cos the first few days right.
we were like super un responsible and not organized.
he was super disppointed in us, but he din scold us la.
aiyo.

went to pangkor island on the 2nd last day, for cultural visits.
shopped and ate our first ice cream, drank our first soft drinks in the first 10 days!
HAAA. bliss man!
the temple was cool. haha. me, lyanne and hon did the thing.
you know you have to shake the can thing, and then the thing will drop out.
go take the paper, and see your fate thingy la.
i brought the paper back! haaa. must go to local temple and see what it means!

BBQ! HAHA. our act was not bad okay! loved our song and cheer. :DDD
group hug after the performance. syafri teared!
boohoo! ): stayed up late to exchange contacts and autographs.
so sad!

LAST DAY.
cried like mad. can you imaggine.
NOT SEEING RACOON, CANDICE, JOOO, WATTY, REINDEER AND CATFISH FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES.
THATS THE SADDEST PART.

omg. and i swear, i could have died la.
you know. now at home, i miss eating, playing and laughing with them.
its like always laughter 24/7.
the guys were like super funny and gay!
and i miss catfish the most. BOOHOOO!
i wanna go back back back!

haha. and i never thought i would be friends with lyanne and joy! haaa.
joy is like super funny lah! haa. she's damn crazy one okay. haa.
china man! :D

lyanne has loads of laughing gas. haaa. i dont know why! haa.
i miss hanging out with her! );
captain's ball! haa.

hw and ying went overseas.
oh man! i'll miss them so.

2006-11-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
im taking rachel's advice and watch goong on youtube.
since im wating for it to load, might as well blog.
im back from the leadership camp! HAAA.

OKAY LA. actually it was quite boring.
it was like workshops everyday.
and forums. HAHAHA.
to my amazement, i ate quite alot.
the buffet lunch and dinner on the second day was really nice!
HAHAH. oh man. the number of tarts i ate was astrominical. HAHA.

the highlight was of course the formal dinner! HAAA.
it was crazy man. everyone was like socializing, taking pictures like its the first time they touched a camera like that. HAHA. me and lin were hanging out alot! HAA.
and we heard there was COCKTAIL. HAHAHA. we acutally went to look for the waiter to get one. HAHA.
and then dinner was so morbit. i was sitting with resa at the same table.
the guests was like weird man.
talk and talk. so serious.
and the room was like freezing cold. i thought i was at the arctic.
food was nice though. HAHA.

after that walked back to chalet. HAHA.
lin went mad seriously.
my handbag became her sex appeal! HAHA.
OMG. she actually tried to dance around in her heels! HAHAA.
and im surprised she hasn't broke her ankles! HAHA.
she's totally high!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I LOVE LIN! :D

2006-11-07T18:56:00.000+08:00

I HATE BRACES!!!

you know how painful izzit.
please dont put it. DONT. DONT DONT DONT DONT.

HAPPY OFRU NTHMOS! :D

going to camp tmr.
i cant even eat! HAHAHAH.
its so funny, i forgot how to laugh.
i feel the need to go for confession again.
i gossiped. ):

training today was like alrights.
we sprinted 10 times, no actually its eleven.
because one wasn't counted.
so going to die.
i rmbed fer lai ate 8 nuggets. HAHAHA!
and we gossiped more. (&()#&$()#

stop gossiping !!!! ABSTAIN.
rawh i dont want to go for camp.

2006-11-05T23:48:00.000+08:00

i realize my friends teach me alot of things.

rachel teaches me to be patient and control your emotions.
issy shows me not to be afraid of showing your love for God.
zhen zhen tells me to cherish what we have, watch korean dramas and dislike clubbing, and its not good to be seen alone! HAHA.
hw follows her heart, and that her capacity to love is very great.
lai makes people happy in whatever way she can.
ah nette is genuine and teaches me the truth of life, and of cos shopping! :D
fab says if you love someone, do you let him go or fight for him?

i dont know what happened to us anymore.

2006-11-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

tiredddd.
chinese lesson and open house briefing.
went to dental.
plucked two more.
homed and changed.
vivo-ed for 6 hours.
and found no dress.
churched and homed.

holding on for both of us is suicide.

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing
I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

2006-10-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

WTH! braces are not a good thing at all.
its expensive, painful and ugly.
why do people want to put them?!
I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND.

went to school for chinese class this morning.
oh man. i dont like HER. its so boring to be copying all lesson.
i thought chinese was funner?!

pre camp trng was worst.
i was complaining to regine about my fats.
ive concluded that long hair makes you feel DAMN fat.
HAA. i think im really fat.
im serious.
and i asked resa and all. they say NO.
OKAY , means i am. )))):

and we have to wear a dress during the leadership thingy?!
OMG. so totally embarrassing lah!
i shall go to bugis and LOOOOK. its cheaper mans.
but being such a fatso now, better cut down on food input.

DENTAL.
went in and doctor was sort of grumpy.
put the braces thingy and went off for extraction.
HAHA. omg. the doctor damn funny la.
and the injection thing was damn pain.
yucks. and only pluck one side today. so TWO.
so funny lah! the whole thing become numb, and you cant feel anything.
like even when he used like damn alot of force to extract also NO PAIN.
but i look like a stroke patient.

YOUTH RETREAT! HAHAHA.
isssy's bai ka. azin cannot play all running games!
haaa. auntie denise damn nice! haaa. she treated us to thai foood, brought us to the railway prata cafe there for supper and hired floorball coaches to teach us floorball!
OMG. floorball is super fun! haaa. and gerard and jerry were super pro. didn't know they played floorball lah! haaaa. its damn fun. :DDDD
we decided to play after sunday every week after church! haaa. :D
last day was good. pray over and late night water bombs! haaa. :D
its not bad lah, but i still prefer pre con.
i din cry for pray over this time !AHAHA.

LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEGHT!

2006-10-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you knowIt's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye

~~its kinda a good thing that you are gone for the next 4 or 5 days.~~
i can think now.
the longer it drags, the shittier i feeel.
i gave it my all , do you realize.
im never good enough for you, i guess.
forever in comparision to the people around me.
my own friends in fact.
thanks alot.

have fun in hongkong.

2006-10-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

HAHHA. i haven blogged in exactly in a week!
actually ive attempted to blog, but im like totally blank when i come to this page.
ANYWAY.
im quite satisfied.
because holidays haven really started, and i completed things that i wanted to do alr!
hahaha.
for example. i went to the bienale with ah nette!
hahaa. actually half la. cos there are like many exhibitons spread out all over Singapore.
like the main one is at the city hall there, as in the high court there.
then there's one at tanglin camp! damn creepy la. hahaa. look like those kind of abandoned WW2 premises.
YUCKS. haaaa. and there's orchard road, indus road and some temple and churches lor.
i promise i must finish all before the thingy ends! oh and they will give you the map thing.
then at every exhibtion they will give you one badge and then you have to pin it up.
so you collect all 95 and stand a chance to win a plasma tv! haaaa.
im not going to take the whole freaking thing and exchange it lah please.
OKAY. must must complete!

then i went to escape last week with zhen, han and lai! :D
hahaa. i tell you, its such a puking sensation.
HAHAA. we sat the walls, and its totally thrilling.
AND THE STUPID HAUNTED HOUSE.
omg so damn scary at the first part ah! haaa.
and we wanted togive up initally! haaa. and the woman did not want us to go out la!
and the gate keeper had to come and reassure us that it is perfectly safe. HAHA.
weizhen was damn funny. she was like comforting us, and said DONT BE SCARED! THEY ARE JUST HUMANS TOO! haaa. and before we turn into any corner, i think once she said YOU BETTER NOT COME AND ATTACK US! hahahah!!! HAHAH. and at one point i realized that we were walking with arms wrapped around each other! hahaaa. we were that scared.
and the pirates ship and everything else is so puke- sensation laaa.
hahaa. but it was fun!

oh and i suddenly realize that the word HAUNT can come from the word HANTU. HAHAHA.
that is the result of a typo error. hantu haunted haunt haunt hantu haunted. HAHAH.

i went shopping! hahaaa. alot.
and im totally broke now. dont talk about it.
i finally gathered all my courage and opened my phone bill ytd.
80 bucks ah!!! WELL DONE FER.
fried rice again. you know i actually saved alot during the exam period. AHHHH.
all gone now. back to square one !

uh huh. went out with yan ytd! haaaa. watched DEATH NOTE!
wanted to kill the movie lah! its like 2 LONG HOURS.
and in the end it was like ..... actually there's no in the end, cos there's no ending!
because they is like 12 parts to the whole story. and the movie now is only the 1st part! ()T&E()%&$()&%)$
OMG. so agonizing lah! but the guy damn funny. haaa. go watch it lah!
and yan says part 2 is coming out on Dec 28th! haaa.
we are planning to watch it together again! haaa.
ohohoh. and we finally ate our fungi pasta! haaa. and i really do alot of stupid things HAHAH.
out again soon lah dong! :D

and I WATCHED FINISH FULL HOUSE AND JIN SAN SHUN!
hhhaaaa. jin san shun is DAMN comedy, the woman is damn funny lah! HAHAHA.
their dialouge is damn stupid. haha.
full house very good too! RAIN RAIN! HAAAA.
i must go borrow somemore. now i know why those aunties all hooked on to these kind of things.
eh im not trying to say im auntie okay! *(#%&*)$&*)#&
totally hooked onto tv nowadays. no wonder its going to spoil. :DDDD

tmr is results and the last day of school! and there's trng!
i promise to train very hard for bdiv man.
LAST CHANCE. so scary. *(&^%*)#&%)&)

im going to miss you when you're gone.

2006-10-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

you held me tight.
but you still let go in the end.

2006-10-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

the story for a walk to remember is so beautiful.
there's more to material stuff yeah?
i dont know what to say.

yucks so mixed up there.
training is starting.
just dont understand people.

2006-10-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

yucks, your song came on when i was reading your blog.
()&#()&$()#&$()

ohwells. tmr no school! haa.
i hope we are going to escape tmr.
i actually came back home after school today.
*)&#)&$)#$ its okay. :D

out with pan ytd.
vivo-ing la.
pon sunday class movie. doesn't interest us.
hahaha. OH MAN.
i swear vivo has quite alot of things.
mango, zara, forvever 21, topshop.
MAN. hahaa.
we walked around and decided that we were too hungry. HAAA.
walked like five rounds around the first floor of vivo before we realized that we have to go upstairs to tgo to harbour.
:/ wanted to die la. the struggle betweeen the fabulous clothes and FOOD.
i swear vivo doesn't have a B1 and B2. we went up and down, walked through a life endangering carpark and still ended up at the same place. RAWH. HAAAA.
i swear got problem.
damn tired, but it was damn fun! haaa.
missed going out with rp mans. :D

school today was (&$)#&$)(&.
oh man, checked papers.
i tell you tuition has no effect on me.
i better study alone la! more effective.
and studying during the hols is ESSENTIAL.
YUCKS, there's like O's chinese coming up.
and the first three days of holildays we have to come back for lessons?!

RAWH. haaaa. jin san shun is quite funny. HAHAHA.
she told the guy she likes him!
okay i din watch it, but i heard. :D

oh man. where are all my friends when i need them.
HAHAA. :D

I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
Till you tell me to

2006-10-13T10:56:00.000+08:00

HAHAH.
I DIN GO SCHOOL TODAY AGAIN.
cos i had a bad stomach this morning.
OH MAN.
i haven been going school faithfully for the past term!
i think i din go like errrr. about five days?!
yucks.

HAHAHA. anyway, the reason that i HAHAHAH ,
because EXAMS ARE OVER! ahhah.
and i passed my english! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA EVEN MORE.
so means i wont retain! :D

HAHAHA. mama says go korea next year after O's! YAY YAY!

ALRIGHT. lets talk about post exam activities yesterday.
after geog paper, met zhen, han and lai at hongkong cafe.
HAHA. din eat there although i said i wanted to try.
COS. haha. got gross stuff on the utensils.EWWWW.
went off to pasta. OH MAN. never saw so many people in my life.
haha. all of us were wondering why people have to go home and change after exam. haaa.
i ate till i almost burst.
and hanwei didn't even finish her food la. like HALF left.
mo came along.
hanwei won in scissors paper stone against lai.
so its in favour of watching staying alive.
OMG. i think its quite scary lah! i will never play video games anymore!
please lah, everyone dont play. LATER YOU WILL DIE WHEN ITS GAME OVER.
BOOHOOO. hahaha. hanwei and weizhen made a bet to see who will get scared first.
and i think weizhen won hands down. HAHHAA.
anyway, i realize hanwei likes to compet in EVERYTHING.
azin really EVERYTHING. hahaaa. results, who can ate the most plates of sushi. HA.
and i dont know what la. :/ alot others. not to mention in terms of hockey.
HAHAHA. seee la han. stop digging up the past la!

OHWELLS. what shall i do today?
watch john tucker must die! hahaa. and clean my room.
and and and i want to go library ah. haaa.
:D

i wish things will go back to the past sometimes.
perhaps three people pictures are really a taboo.
damn.

2006-10-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

MAN. amath, emath 2, lit and SSS down.
RAWH. chinese tomorrow! haha.
i can get to use my new e chinese dictionary!

so sad about my remainder factor theorem lah!!
i know yan understands how i feel.
HA. its like you do badly on something you think you know well la.
and then its like after that you find out that its actually WRONG.
no wonder i couldn't solve you know.
rawh. its like you solve something that is suppose to be easy like 1 +1.
and then you got 3. and you were like YAH YAH its correct.
after that you realize that everyone else got 2 except you.
DO YOU KNOW HOW DEVASTATING THAT IS.
BOOOOHOOOOHOOOO la.

and i realize i use the word "and" alot.
because right, i see all the essays that i write, all is AND AND AND.
my way of linking points together not very good ah. tsk tsk.
ANYWAY.
i became ultra fat when since CCA stopped.
RAWH. oh man. major weight losing after exams please.

i shall do alot of things after exams la. I BETTER.

go to the bienale art exibition!
watch john tucker must die!
go gym gym gym.
ice skating! i know weizhen will say YEAH RIGHT. but lets go lah ah!
do my NYAA.
go little india, china town, arab street.
go eat al fungi pasta with yan yan.
go arcade with mathi.
SHOPPPING SHOPPING!!!!!!!
go sentosa! i realized i haven been there for a YEAR. yucks.

HURRY EXAMS OVER LA!

2006-09-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

HAAAAAAA.

i think my class is quite united ah.
hahaa. we have actually collarborated for tmr.
HAAAA. omg, i feel so sad for pat ng.
tsk, we are so going to get it on monday la!
aiya, who cares.
so many others are going to get it anyway.
hahaha. hope no one backs out at the last min.

english paper today! at least one down yeah! haha.
i think i wrote weird points lah, and its like i think out of point?
hahaaaa. and i think i did good for the compre. hahaa.
cos i din over infer. i cant believe that she actually told us that our class over infer like only early this week?!
I MEAN LIKE HELLO?! we did so many papers alrla! and they were like major exams what!
()&Q#)$&)Q#&$)3. if not i confirm get A alr.
HAHAA. KIDDING.

ohwells. have to talk about SI results show!
went with SRI.
OH MAN. so exciting la! haaa. it was like freaking alot of people.
newspapers say about 7000 to 8000 people went la!
but its like quite small la, the indoor stadium.
tv is definitely decieving. HA.
anyway, there was a pre show thingy, when they sang in groups la.
hahaha. was quite okay la. some of the girls sang buttons.
its quite UH. they dont look quite like PCD right.

hahaa. anyway, the show was pretty cool la! haha. during commercial breaks, the MUTTONS would come and entertain us. haaaa.
there was electrico, energy and TAUFIKKK!!!
OMG. he's the ULTIMATE idol please. haaaa.
he's like one million times better.
i just dont know why, BUT HE'S IS SO WHOAAA!
hahahaa. taufik is the best la!

ohwells. the goody bag was quite disappointing la.
haha. or maybe cos i expected a goody bag something like the national day one.
HAHAHA. too bad, it isn't. haha.
THE SHOW WAS GREAT LA.
i hope next time someone close to me will go be an idol, that way i can get tickets all the time! :D

wen tback quite late la. me and mathi took wrong bus. HAHAHA.
ohwells. i had fun fun fun! hahaa.
i was also hoarse. AHEM.

school has been real stressful.
EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS.
but come to think of it, i like it that we dont have CCA after school anymore.
hahaha. i can come home! its really good.
and you would feel better about yourself. REALLY.
so i cant imagine life after the exams.
hahaha. yucks, dreading it now.
OKAY FINE. you must be thinking im mad. aiya.
really, i dont like to stay back after school la.
sleeping is such a pleasure.
and just sitting down and reading. HAHA.
isn't that fun.

FINE.

moo's birthday coming. NO MONEY AH.
i found out the if you typed like more than 160 characters in the msg, its counted as another msg.
WHAT THE HELL. the singtel and M1 people are like quite smart.
i didn't know la! rawh! no wonder evverytime the bill come, i get heart attack.
rawh.
BETTER GO STUDY ALR.

take care!

2006-09-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.

funfair today!
oh prepration was quite ()*&^Q#)$&()Q# ytd.
its like not even preparing. more like wasting time la!
hahaha.

sorry sri! totally wasted your time. tsk tsk.

OH. breakfast in the morning.
river valley was such a disappointment you know.
all closed. only at night then open.
tsk tsk. walked to great world.
everything also not open. NOT even breadtalk.
AIYO. had to eat orea cheese cake and hot chocolate at mcafe! haha.
it was quite nice la! but so high class yet not you know.
cos its like MACS. hahaha.

oh. so we took bus to china town to change and take bus right.
i almost got banged down. OH MAN. the freaking car actually honked at me.
hhahaa. its like seeing your life flash infront of your eyes.
SO SCARY LA. tsk. do not follow blindly ytd. haha.

funfair was like whip creamy la.
hahah. RP greeted me with a hairful of shaving cream.
ALL ON MY HAIR. ahhaha. i haven even played! haha.
but it was like quite funny la! hahaa.
ate and ate and ate. hahah. all the weird food. haha.
i also dont know what i was doing! haa. i found new friend!
jane's sister, bernice! haaa. damn weird.
she can REALLY TALK. she actually talked non stop last night about her teenage troubles and worries. and she blamed me for not talking! hello! you were like a bullet train la! ha.

oh! gerard dedicated a song to me! hahaa.
it was suppose to be FARAWAY. but they played photograph.
wah lao, how could not have such a FANTASTICM FLABBERGASTIC FABULOUS AND EXCELLANT song in their song selection?!
eyyer.
BUT ANYHOW, THE MESSAGE WAS FER ROCKS! HAHAHA.
so true, aint it?

EXAMS EXAMS. back to boook dudes.

2006-09-21T17:13:00.000+08:00

as if i dont know that we went all awkward.
i would like to know too okay. i bet ten times more then you. its not even YOUR freaking problem you know.
so tell you for what, so that you can say. OH SO POOR THING. I HOPE IT ALL WORKS OUT YEAH.
yah i already know, thank you very much.
if i cant talk to her about this, then why should i talk to YOU about it.
the answer, duh, is much more important to ME then YOU, okay.
it doesn't even concern you, in the first place. HELLLLO.

and its my problem what i put as personal message.
oh so you think i care so much about YOU that i have to dediate the space to you?
and yall you do is just ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK.
so if its you, or smomeone from church,, or whatever you say, SO WHAT?
WHY DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU.
i just dont understand this stupid thing, do you know.

alrights. i haven blogged in TEN years.
school work, revision all. killer man.
so tired nowadatys and i went back to old habits of sleeping in class.
): thats baddd. hahaha.

okay. highlight of the week so far.
went to sakae sushi ytd! hahaha.
its like breaking record la. cos i HATE sushi.
its like cold rice.yucks! haha.
i still rmnb i bought the sushi, then i ate it.
i was like PUI PUI PUI! i almost puked! its like YUCKS.
BUT YTD?! hahaha. i ate and ate! hahaha.
the sushi was OKAY LA. but too much rice la.
very easy full! hahaa. and i ate a bowl of udon! its like the nicest!
oh, and the potato thing, the tako balls and that fried tofu thing! :DDD
cos its like HOT. hahaha. azin warm. not like sushi.
COLD AND RAW. wonder how the rice is cooked la.
so eeeeee. hahahaha. SORRY LA.i really dont like. PUI.

we played truth or truth.
hahaha. secrets explosion! hahah.
but it was like fun and horrible at the same time.
cos we were like stuffed to the gills la! yucks.
hahaha. i couldn't talk la, cos the food is like full untill the gullet there alr.
HAHAHA. its really full! i are like sisteen plates la. cos we had a competition, which is why we kept track of the number of plates we ate. hanwei is mad. she actually ate like twenty! hahaha.
and its like all of us were dying alr. hahaha. we really damn kiasu please.
make the money worth until like that! hahaha.
the new ipod is really nice! the PINK one so HOTTTT.
kill me please.
SA is next week! azin the english paper! HAVE HAVE HAVE TO STUDY ALR.

yucks.oh and dont ever take three people pictures.
its really true, what all the rumours you hear about it.
ITS REALLY. and dont always like say, aiya when we fight, just remind each other that its three people pic that caused it la! hahaha. YOUR HEAD AH.
you know, things will never be the same again.;(

2006-09-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

i have this problem.
its something terribly wrong with me.
rawh.

its always happen. ALWAYS. what the hell is wrong with me.
i wish i can just go to lumut now.
at least i can get away from all these.
whoo.

its not even my fault la.
stupid misunderstandings.
its so PRIMARY SCHOOL.

panic at the disco is oh so great when you are this emo.

2006-09-12T19:31:00.000+08:00

YUCKS.

YUCKS.

YUCKS.

*&#$()&q)(&#%)&)#$%&)$*&%*)&$)*%&$()&%()$&()%&()$&%()$&%()&$()&%()&%()$&%()$&%()&$()%&()$&%()*$&%_&$%_$&_%*)$&%*)&$*(&%*)_&%()$&()%&$()&%()+#$&%()&()$&%()&+()$&%()&$()%&()@$&+%()&$()&+%()&$+()%&$()+%&()$&%(&$+%&+%&+%&+%&()&%+()&($&%()@&()&()&+()%&(%&@+()*)(*)

STUPID STUPID STUPID.

2006-09-09T09:39:00.000+08:00

lets start with MONDAY.

went gym with mathi.
HAHAHA. oh man, we like so totally regretted it when we went in la.
hahaha. oh and at first we couldn't get it, cos they had ro evacutate everyone else out because of some fire drill thing? haha. oh man.
anyway, it was super funny lah! haha. we talked about almots every single person in the gym.
HAHAHA. esp our two best friends. eeeek. hahaha.
left and went to play at the tiong bahru park.
i tell you, the swing seriously got some problem. its like wobberly like shit?! hahaha.and we sat on this thing that like can make you go for one place to another.
i bet i was really heavy, its like almost touching the ground.
then the other small girl did, was like 5 feet above the ground la!how high is 5 feet anyway.
anyway. hahaha. went to tiong and eat kopitiam!
spied at people from the window. :DDDDD
I LOVE SRI! <33333

off to home for the Shine Jesus Shine rally.
hahaha. met ah nette. and there we go.
it was rainning lah. like mad.
but everyone still stayed. hahaha.
everyone was super high.
ONE WAY AGAIN. hahahaa.

TUESDAY.
orals! hha. it was okay la, the teacher just like stared.
i dont even think he understood what i said. i was like repeating some of the points.
argggh. ()#&$#()$&()#&$()
OFF TO MARINA with hw and zhen. :DDD
we ate the 50% off cakes. yum.
we were broke so we went to eat shilin.
then after that to citylink and perninsula.
OH MAN. super tired please.

out with ah nette.
i cant rmb where we went to lah, but i know we went to river valley there to eat hokkien mee and satay!
the milo dinosaur is killer man! hahaha. LOVE IT PLEASE.
and it was super nice to eat by the road side. ahhaha. <3333

WEDNESDAY.
gym in the morning with MATI.
OMG. HOT HOT HOT guy. hahaa.
so totally not gyming please. HAHAHA.
left to tiong after that. OMG.
so many people we saw please. so UNEVENTFUL.
we were both super distracted la. ahhaha.
its like super WEIRD.
left for home. went out with nette to beach road and little india.
hahaha. beach road is like super boring. ahha.
little india is fun! hahaha. OKAY LA.
i mean, ive never been to ChinaTown that much.
so not so much i can compare with. hahaha. but the sarees are really nice nice!
its like the accesories is like so elaborate! haha.
should come here again with MATHI? yes yes?
hahaha. better ah!

left to meet zhen and friends.
walked walked,level nine, monster in law and then homed.

THURSDAY.

SLACKED.

FRIDAY.

gym in the morning. total bore please.
nothing to see. haha. mathi and i concluded that we should leave the hand machines to the guys.
it totally un-do-able. HAHAHA. walked to tiong and saw frogs on the way.
should have pushed sri into the pond la. ()&#$&#() HAHAHA.
just kidding lah MATHI.
tired out rings with MATHI, i proposed to her and she rejected.
ARRRGHHHH. hahahah.
OKAY FINE.
she waited for yan at macs. haha.
left for home.

Devil wears prada. haha. i hate the show.
super boring lah. but the clothes is very COOL!
oh man, the woman actually had different coats and bags everyday. HAHAH.
how rich can that be please! hahaha.
"go bore someoneelse with your questions."
HAHAH. alright. came home and slacked all the way. ahhaha.

dirty little secret. :D

2006-09-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

OMG. i haven blogged for so long.
hahaha. this hols has been so ()#&()&Q#()$&()

hahaha. i have NOT studied at all for the hols.
im so dead! hahaha.
chatting with yan makes me feel like i have to go study NOW.
hahaha.
OMG. weizhen lent me full house.
hahaha. rain is hot.
but he is super mean in the show.
)&#)$()#&()
where got such thing.

alright. shall blog about my week at the end of the week.
toodles!

2006-08-31T16:51:00.000+08:00

i have no fear, cos you are all that i have.

TEACHERS DAY TODAY! :DDDD

haaa. rained early in the morning.
haha. yay! no aces day.
anyway, i ate like alot in the class picnic please.
hahaha. so that i can save money and not eat for the rest of the day.
and i did it! haha.

me and zhen stuffed marshmellows in our ears and walked around taking pics.
hahah. and i realize i like to take close up pics of ying! ha.
its really funnny. weizhen became street fighter AGAIN.

performance was like freaking funny! ha.
i was the calafare for the teacher look alike contest! :D
and LINNN was MR NG!
omg. i couldn't stop laughing at her during the performance okay!
its FREAKING FUNNY!
oh man. lin was so brave! :D
she actually looked like him okay. ahhaha.
so horrible.
and she did her that "adjust the necklace" thing, and his shirt pulling thing!
hahaha. oh oh. and the "social skills" part.
so true please! haa. when we talk in class too much, he says we dont have social skills even when we are sec three. HA. blah blah and he goes on.

oh man! its really funnyyyyyyyyyyy.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
i love lin!

and MATI din come school today la! haha.
missed out all the fun.
oh and yan yan told me that JONATHAN LEONG blew a flying kiss to her! :D
wah not bad ah! she went to the singapore idol last night what.
want to throw darts at the racoons please. ()&$)*#&$)

HAHHAHA. i drew this on the board this morning!
HE was the one who told us that the tibits auntie know him by the name of PANG LAO SHI.
hhaha. in case mati reads my blog, its means "not so skinny"
:D its okay mr ng, we still love you all the same!
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! :DDD

2006-08-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

haaa.
its so unlike me to blog everyday.
but its quite fun ah! haha. even MATI has a blog!

and today, we went to TIONG.
before we arrived there, we had decided to study our chem.
because i totally didn't understand anything today.
oh, and i spilled potassium manganate all over the table. HA.
the result is a lot of purple liquid on the table and dania helps to clean up with toilet paper.
HAAA. and it stains your hand, like henna hand painting.
mr tan lied la, it took less then 2 hours for everything to come out, he said FEW DAYS.
haaaa. we went to every single fast food restaurant, except long johns, to look for interesting people.
haha. we only managed to find zhen, hw and singh. haha.
bought currypuff and bubbletea and settled in MACS.
because since we were both broke, macs is the best, because of the 50 cents CHEAP cone ice cream.

hahaha. all we did is talk. AGAIN.
we totally cant study together please.
we ended up getting really hysterical.
and probably, we were too tired to do anything.
hahah. so we just talked about random stuff and laughed.

i think we laughed too much, so this LiAnZzZ said some bad word to us, before we left.
all we did was look at her, and started laughing.
HA. i think she expected us to be scared or smth.
but all we did was laugh. AT HER.
ohwells. :D

and we just kept laughing and laughing.
and this malay guy outside saw us, and we did the "move the body, but not the head thing" and that man saw and pretended not to laugh.
being very 'offended", we wrote big big on the paper "DONT NOT LAUGH AT US" and we pasted on the wall.
i guessed it didn't help, cos all he did was tell his other friends, and all recieved a free show.
HAHAHA. but all we did is laugh, is that very amusing to watch 2 IJ girls laughing?
not really. :DDDD

this is LINNY OLD LIN. during SYF.
she has been driving me nuts LATELY.
our fats are named Fredrick, muscles is Matthew, and brain is Brian.

i dont want to go school tmr! man.
so sian. )&$)#&amp;amp;$)*#&)$

i got back my phone and its repaired with new software! hahaa.
contacts please!

2006-08-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

its just a little too late, a little too long.
and i just cant wait.

back home from yan's house.
haha. oh man.
i realized that guinea pigs aren;'t that scary after all.
HAHAH. quite cute LAAA.
have to admit it. =P
we drink barcadi!
dont ask me why she has that in her house, and her mama saw, and it was like perfectly normal that her 15 year old daughter and friends could just happily drink alcohol in her house.
*()&$*)#&)$&)

i dont understand either.
never mind.

hahah. helped sri did her eldds thing.
there's this girl, named lovely? haha.
what in the world man. :D

hahaa. ate cup noodles and we messed around.
gossiped alot alot alot.
hahaha. i dont know why. all we do is talk.
:DDDD
it was super fun overall please. hahaha.

i feel like killing some people please.
whoo. hahaha.
she she she and shee.
whossh. they are so exclusive, and she is like so, *#^$*(^#($*(.
hahah. alright.
what right do i have to say them.
:D

off to do work.

2006-08-27T01:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

ive spent a day.
not say wasted,, but quite.
hahaha. :D
went to bukit merah, late to meet mati.
haha. oh man.
she was so so so so so so so so so so so sweet okay!
she actually made pasta for me!
oh man! could just cry la. :/
hahah. and its like damn damn nice! :D
THANKS MATHI!

hahaha. anyways. we were suppose to study.
but all we did was the stuff ourselves with pepsi, garlic bread and hawailan pizza.
hahaha. oh man. and we talked and talked from 1130 to 330. hahah.
we damn good ah. :D
saw eloise and yvonne, so weird. haha.
sri is really nice to talk to. haha.
i cant believe i talked so much in one day.
no wonder im so tired now alr.
haha. to date, its 1.04 am.

anyway. came home, rest abit and out again to repair phone.
damn it la! all the memory lost! all the msges about 2000 of them gone okay!
:( how sad can that be okay. and all the contacts too! OH MAN.
that was a hardbreaking news please.
anyway. dinner outside taka. haha.
veggie picking seriously is not my job. haha.
i do better at eating, which is why veggie all not picked by me. :D

haha. came home like around 10 plus. ha.
bathed and watched some weird show.
how did time pass so fast please.

im going to lumut! SO SCARED LA!
its like a whole TEN days. without civilisation.
boohooo. cant wait though.
oh man! end of years hols have lots on please.
church children camps, obm, hockey trngs and maybe penang for me.
AHHH. how broke can my mama get.

i still owe her 25 bucks. francis foiled my plan man.
let mama signed the form for the catholic camp.
ha. and then she gave me the bucks too.
ohwells. i used the money on stationary for my lost pencilbox alr.
so i decided to stay over at ah nette's house.
and PRETEND that i went for the camo.
FRIDAY MORNING WENT LIKE THIS.
mama: are you going for the camp?
me: yeah.
mama: then how come francis msg me he hyaven recieve the form and money?
me: ( pretends to be forgetful) OH YAHHHHH. i think im not gg alr.( takes bread and rushes out)
OH MAN. francis! of all people, francis! *&)$&)Q#)
and now, i have to return her the 25 bucks.
and she's giving me this smelly attitude please.
what did i do again. hate to come home please.
its like what the hell. :/
im seriously broke.

saw that nice nike shirt again.
arrgh. please let me get it soon.
i have have have to eat apple.
or shall i change to a bunch of grapes. hahah.
and bring it to school! haa.
thats a good ideaa. just pluck and eat.
haa. :D

church tmr, such a drag.
and tution in the evening.
oh man. i dont even know what tuition is for.
my amath is like shit?!
i seriously dropped like alot please.
God, save me.

2006-08-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

haa. what a sad thing to happen.
colin and kereo closed their blog. haha. no more "interesting" things to read about.
man. hahaha.

CA is just last week. and the results this week.
oh man. my highest was like 25. ha.
for chinese, and its like upon 40.
)): dont talk about my maths and sciences please.
i failed my physics.
and i din do a whole 6 marks question for chem.
COS I DIN SEE THE QUESTION. arrgh.
it was printed on the perodiac table page.
OMG. im convinced that it wasn't there when i did the paper.
REALLY. weizhen said its the seventh month, meaning the ghost must have covered the questions when i was doing the paper. thats a highly logical reason. really.

and its like, aiya. SO DISAPPOINTING.
i think i studied quite hard la.
BUT STILL. oh man.
**(^$*^Q#* kill the world right now.

had hockey meeting.
talked about. many things.
being too pampered. mrs tan actually mentioned about why mr danker is kind.
so that we would go for trng and not lose interest.
oh man. thats so ()&%#()&%() in a way.
and we thought that he was mean. ha.
mental strength. the drive.
haaa. pushing ourselves.
whoosh. i have no idea what im saying.

feel so shitty now.
arrgh. :/
mr ng was kind today.
what a change.

&E()$&#Q$&

2006-08-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

eeeks. what a bad weekend.

lost my pencilcase on friday.
wrong choice to go to church.
stayed over at ah nette's place.
fell asleep after doritos.

flag day on sat.
whoosh. fun fun with the deliver of famous amos cookies.
sec ones are not bad. haa.
generous people in redhill?

ah nette came to stay over at night.
slept at 4 plus? air con was being noisy.
mama came back to find out that ah nette stayed over.
begining of trouble.

church on sun. was quite okay.
fell asleep at moo's oh so comfortable bed.
off to look for pencil box, but to no avail.
came home, sat swing and thought.

dinner, school of rock and then bed.

school was okay. with ss and lit results.
cant find my stupid geog ws.
so dead cos its counted for CA.

lunch at harbour with yan and sri.
what the hell were we talking about please.
wonderful time i had still.
now i stuck here with math hmk and no calculator.
my life aint that good afterall.

2006-08-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

happy birthday RP! :D

you are finally the same age as me.
i definitely miss those days when we use to hang out more.
haa. alright. thanks for being my bestie all these years. your place in my heart never changes yeah.
not now not for forever. its been crazy for all these years with you.
thanks for tolerating my shit and all.
haaa. i know im been shitty. thanks for all though.
I LOVE YOU!

people around here is like ()&&$)$.

your stupid attitude is not invisible you know.
the change before the win and all.
its so hypocitical please. is there such a word, who cares. i think it best describes you yeah.
pinpoint it straight out, why not.
going through your favourites just doesn't get it.
everytime i read the blog, i feel like stabbing you.
outrightly displaying your superficalism and thinking otherwise inside, just doesn't cut it.
whoo. get a life please.

and you. omg.
what is wrong with you. the world's problems aren't yours.
so why are you getting so concerned and worked up over them?
you claim to be like oh-so-caring. then when the person says its nothing.
you flash your nonchalant face, ad if rejection doesn't hurt you at all.
freaking attitude like that, shows that you are not happy cos someone isn't feeding you with their worries?
wow. im impressed by your ablity to outthrow all these to the entire youth group.
fun huh?

if i had a choice, i would take a knife and put twenty gashes on them.
like how the murderers did to Banquo. stuff you in the ditch, and i would say, " Tis better thee without than he within. " haaa.
i would of course, plan to have to last laugh.

ha. i would be faulted for not having an overpowering ambition.
at least Macbeth has the taste of the throne. for awhile.
isn't it good to have everyone wanting to fight against you.
its time to show them what you've got now.
just do it yeah.

2006-08-14T17:38:00.000+08:00

haaaa. this is CA weeek.
just came home from delta.
our juniors lost.
its okay! we are still the top four in singapore.
this was the last chance you had to give it your all, i hope you didn't waste this chance of a lifetime, to create a memory of cdiv 2006 yeah?
its up to yall to decide if yall played well or not, not for anyone else to say anymore.
YOU ALL played it.

anyway. had the stupid english paper and lit paper.
lit was okay. OMG. english just sucked please.
OMG. hahaaa. i mean, i didn't even have time to read passage B.
haa. its like, ?! i just read the question, and picked out the 'correct-looking' answer and scribbled it in.
haaa. chinese was crazy. lao shi was talking about this couple who were like behaving intimately in the mrt. an alumi took a video and sent it to the schools principal. haa.
what the hell! i think the almumi is wrong and correct to do it la.
the couple was wearing sch u please! ()&$#)&$)
well, its not for us to say anything la, we were not there anyway.

had zhen's birthday bash last sat. haha.
not exactly a birthday bash lah. went to marina for steam boat.
whoosh. first time eating steamboat for me please.
CHEY. i thought what special thing la.
its like SEOUL GARDEN. whats the diff please!
hahaa. anyway, had lots of fun! :DDD
ferlai cooked lots of food for us cos we were both sitting beside each other! haa.
quite nice ah! and its like got fire okay!
at the nearby table! its not a small small fire, like real big fire. haa.
and i saw the woman single handedly plucked the gas pipe on the floor WITH THE FIRE and stuffed it back to the stove. i was like WTH! hahaa.
NOT BAD AH. haa.

bowling after that. quite fun ah! ahhaa. me and weizhen one team.
we are called weifer. haha. like wafer right. HAHAA.
alright. we are third. NOT BAD LOR. haha.
although it was longkang for the first few times. haha.
9pm! watched fireworks!
omg damn nice please!!! *(^%*(^$*(q#^*
me and ferlai took pics like mad. ahha. just keep taking and taking.
haaa. back to finish bowling.

went to town, caught late night movie, fast and furious, toyko drift!
haa. quite nice show la. very exciting. hahaa.
go watch it! watch click first! haa.
wanted to watch lake house! no more though. ))):
alright. i must MUST must watch it.

im so damn broke.
i still owe ah nette 6 bucks. haa.
damn it. back to eating apples again.
whoosh.
time to study la.
i haven watched tv IN A LONG TIME.
tonight got america next top model! )):

I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,
HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.
DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,
BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS ME CHECKING IN TODAY."

2006-08-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

again! i haven blogged for quite long.
today is the day after national day.
hahah. i stayed home with my books.
they say they need my company badly. HAHAA.
just kidding.

anyways. yeah, it was national day ytd.
went breakfast with ah nette.
what a high fat breakfast cum lunch.
nasilemak and bandung for me, mee rebus and barley for ah nette.
hahaa. and we shared the popiah! haa.
its nice please! ahhaa. and its like at some place called qi ji at tiong.
errr, the one beside thai express there.
quite nice la. but freaking ex please! haha.
it was my treat and it was like ten bucks over?!

got no where to go, so went home to study study.
like for one hour and i went off to bed.
woke up at 530, bathed and off to meet moo at harbourfront.
ahha. we ate breaktalk, sat beside ronald macdonals to wait for issy and friend.
ahaa. yeah. i dared moo to dress up like a girl for 50 bucks a day.
he said no skirts! hahaa. whats wrong man. HAHAHA.
girls can dress like boys, and its like such a common sight now.
haa. look to your left and right, you can see a bung by your side alr.
all shapes and sizes, take your pick. haha.
so whats so hard for a guy to dress up like a girl?
hahaa. such a hetrosexual world now.

alright. met her friend, sarah! ahah. and isabelle.
went off to mount faber by a cab. haha.
walked up and down, down and up.
no suitable spot though. haha.
and even when the fireworks started, we didn't even see anything! hha.
stupid trees and everything blocked.
and the places with a clear view is not the view that we want. haha.
what the hell! haha. anyways, we managed to catch abit though.
though it seemed pretty far la. haha.
but its a nice experience and new way to spend nationals day! aha.
we walked and walked.went to buy tix for cable car! haha.
it was cheaper due to national day. hahaa. 6.40 each yeah.
normal price i think it was 10 bucks?

yeah. we went to the souvenir shop and walked.
what the hell! super ex la! like 2 bucks for a mnm.
ahaa. and like 2 bucks for a can 100 plus.
DAYLIGHT ROBBERY PLEASE!
hahaa. anyways, we took a crazy loads of pics. haha.

took cable car! omg. my worst fear!!!! HAHA.
its like FREAKING HIGH HIGH HIGH!
i was like screaming nonstop.
and its was like slow at first, and then suddenly go VERY FAST!
and whoops! there's no concrete ground below you.
HAHAA. omg! but the view is like WHOA MAN!
we took the long one, from mount faber, to harbour front, to sentosa and back to harborfront again.
HAHAHA. its like damn nice. the lights and all of the harbour.
whoosh! haha.i want to go sit the glass one! hahaha.

BUT ITS LIKE FREAKING FUN.
but i think im more scared than fun la. ahha.
err. went to starbucks to eat. haha.
we stole MANY MANY straws to fold hearts. haha.
we were like damn afriad to be discovered. HAHAHA.
poor starbucks. its not everyday that they get straw robbers.
and its national day! haha. i like my strawberries and cream frappucino.
lets go eat someday! hahaa.

there's trng tmr! finally. i miss trng eh.
i din go for the tues one due to lit class.
hahaha. ALRIGHT.
i hear my books calling! WHOO.
zai jian!

2006-08-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

i wasn't down for the semis ytd.
missed out a great match, played by our juniors.

its a known fact that you all played fantiscally.
no regrets alright?

still the champions in my heart!
all that you have worked for, has been paid off yeah?
its time to get back that goal next year bdiv right? :D

2006-07-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

whoo!

i hate ---.
ewww. what no brain?
huh! look and see first please. plain rolling your eyes just doesn't do it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SRI!

hahaa. LOVE YOU TONS!

hahaha. ytd me and yan yan went to ps.
haha. what the hell! we walked and walked! haha.
like some headless shopper. ahhaha.
we suppose to get mathi's present, but we ended up shopping for ourselves!
HAHAHA. thats so expected right.
anyway, we were on a roll please. shop shop shop.
try clothes clothes clothes.
hahaha. OH! so we went to the downstairs to eat la! haha.
and we tried this $5.50 burger. haha.
and its like crunchy! hahaa. the waiter is super cute please!
its like some roasted turkey and cranberry or smth.

haha. after that yan yan went to get takopatchi! ahha.
so we ate and shopped at the same time.
hahah. unfortunately, the takopatichi sauce got to the plastic bag of something la.
hahaha. azin the bag she was carrying, and she licked it! hahahaha.
OMG. she is so gg to kill me if she reads this.
hahah. ANYWAY. she thought i din see it la.
haha. but after she licked, she realize i was like looking at her!
HAHAHAA. i almost died of laughter.

we walked like some crazy shit please.
ended up taking cab to church, cos we missed the bus.
and i had to go for mass !hahah.

came home after mass, bathed and studied la!
so guai pls. AHEM.

hahaha. school was good today.
cos din have to see ---
but it was still not so good.
haha. laura's birthday too! ahha.
she had like eight huge balloons! hahaa.
like a cloud hovering outside the classroom like that! ahhaha.
cool la! it was like a big cloud of ballons. hahaha.
got patrick, spongebob all.
hahaha.

phototaking after school! ahhaha.
hockey and then council. ohwells.
no comments. ahem.

i shall go retire now! ciao! :D

2006-07-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

HAHHAHAHA!

i just came home.
and mama just asked me to shut up cos i was making too much noise when there's a lizard in my toilet.
im pissed. WHAT THE HELL. ask me to shut up? *&#*)&$*)
freak it.

HAHA.
went to olps church today.
its like a 'rich" church la. haha. cos its in an area of rich people and big houses.
HA. but the church is like quite nice la.
the people all wear like so differently from my church.
ha. they are like going for party those kind. very formal la.
haha. cos they are rich what. ha.
no wonder.

anyway, when we went in, we thought we were late la.
it was like 8 plus alr! ha.
and its suppose to start at eight! haha.
but there was this woman talking and talking, and there were like praise songs.
HAHA. yeah, and me and moomoo were irrtated with the woman.
but it was really funny, ahah. me and moomoo were like laughing.
HAHAHA. llike alot. and the choir was like abit weird.
and we kept singing ivan's favourite song. JESUS YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND.
hahahah. SO CRAZY.
haha. when mass is supposed to start right, so got the entrance hymn.
hahah. and when they sang the entrance hymn finish, the priest didn't come out!
hahaa. and they said that the priest was stuck at the traffic jam!
HAHAHAH. wth! so we waited! ha.
and then the priest is like quite cool one.
cos when its the Gospel right, he said to like off the screen thing.
so that the reading wouldn't be on the screeen.
ahhaha. so that we would LISTEN.
yeah. then the homily was quite cool la.
hahah. he said maybe Jesus would have used the word " la"
HAHA. of cos not right. he's really funny please.
and if you were talking, he would just come to you and tell you that its very rude.
good ah?
haha.
and after that when its like the 2nd part of the mass right, he asked us all to stand at the alter there.
and we just stood there for the rest of the mass!

hahah. OH! haha. before offertory right, we had to put our own host in to the bowl thingy.
hahah. so cool!

yeah mass ended. blah blah.
went downstairs to eat! haha.
OMG! cute guy's smile is killer man! :DDDD
saw him before the mass started. OMG!OMG! OMG!

hahaha. he's so CUTE! and he's tall too!
and he collected money from my side! *(&)#
HAHAH. could have died please.

haha. after that took 30 home! the bus freaking long la!
and its like i fell asleep, then later ah nette, then later moomoo!
hahah. and when ah nette woke up, it was like clementi there!
we over shot by 24 stops!
HAHAHAHAHAH. omg, its freaking funny. HAHAH.
and we were like damn scared there are no more bus left! ahha.
it was like 12 alr. HAHAHA.
heng we caught 30 again and im home! :/

HAHAHA. :D
trng was good today.
i dont like the spoilt tape recorder though.
yucks.

i should go sunday class tmr la. ahha.
and then kids praise!
and then outing with yan yan! haha.
what an exciting weekend. :D

2006-07-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

its like what the hell.

when you say, lets get back to the past.
it sounds easy yeah?

but the fact that you checked up about his whereabouts.
i mean seriously?
do you even know what you are doing?

its like so absurd, i dont even know what to say.
and you can even HAHA about it.

and i cant believe you said " if want to msg me than you msg la."

such a dick.

2006-07-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

why cant we go into this shop, that sells bottles and bottles of trust.
i'll buy a dozen for you.

it'll probably good for us.
in a long run.

2006-07-25T19:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAH.

i really didn't blog for (894896865 years alr.
ahem. maybe i should start, ita good way of spending constructive time while on internet.
HA. its quite useful what, they always encourage us to write more.
but they dont say write WHAT. haa.
so its up to us! :D

anyway, a beng would still be beng.
its like rooted in the heart. no matter how hard you change, you still would be like that. HA.
im sorry though. ):

HA. anyways, jeslyn submitted the bdiv pivture on newspaper! haha.
and she won the STRAITS TIMES brand sports bag! ha.
its really funny. anyway! its good that she did! haa.
we are on newspaper what! yeah, so its a good thing.
its the picture with the T in the sky that one.
haa. so cool right! :D
thanks jes!

i flucked all my tests so far.
and they are all math! good ah.
its like the e and amaths i both also cannot do.
WHOO! maths is of no purpose to me, maybe thats why i cant do.
BUT I REALLY STUDIED LA.
its so unfair please!

and i hate my tuiton teacher!
what are you suppose to do during tution anyway?
listen to what they say izzit?
and they dont even have things to cover!
so weird please.
i dread it.

i hate school!
its so unrproductive, whats the point of going?!
and its like i dont rmb anything i learnt.
seriously lost my brain somewhere at home and cant find it.
anyway patrick thinks that we are always DU SI SHU.
so yeah lor. our brains dont think.
so when they ask us "what do you think?" questions, all you can say is, sorry, my brain dont think. SO SORRY UH.
HAHAHAHA.
try that please.

eeeks. i hate school.
haha. cutting hair was fun in the toilet with zhen and lai.
ha. i saved money on cutting hair again! :DDDD

2006-07-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

hahah. I HAVEN BLOGGED IN A MILLION YEARS!
hah. its like close to a month! haha.
IM SO SORRY. im just lazy please. HAHA.

hahah. okay. now we are all back in school alr! haha.
KNS LA. i got some shitty marks for my congruency test.
): SO SAD PLEASE.
i promise to study real hard la.
i mean, like next year is the BIG O.
HAHAA. wth. and im still here blogging.

HAHAHAH. ohwells.
hockey cdiv has been doing well! haha.
beating crescent at 3-0 for their first match! ahha.
and winning their matches against canberra and east view? hahha.
WELL DONE JUNIORS! HAHA.
they are certainly gooodd! HAHAHA.
tmr is their game against sengkang.
YOU CAN DO IT !

we are like so going into the finals yeah? haha.
DUH!

musical is coming up! haha.
my class chosen to perform at the opening of the musical!
hahah. nicole and resa rena they all.
PRO right! hahah.
and its this friday and saturday! hahah.
man! cant wait lah! haha.
it better be good!

studies is like crap now. and there's like pbl pbl and all.
KNS.
i hate pbl! what the hell. taking up all the time.
TIME IS MONEY PLEASE! HHAH.
okay la! when there's smth interesting then i'll blog la!
hahah.

take care!

2006-06-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :D

im like quite bored now.
didn't go for school training today.
ANKLE WHAT. rmb?
HAHAHA.

anyway. celebrated andy and fabbie's birthday ytd.
hahah. went out at around 4 plus to meet issy to get them presents.
wah lao! walked like crazy, and my ankle was hurting bad.
walked like the entire of taka to look for SUPERMAN!
hahah. saw the big big superman model. about 70 bucks okay!
me and issy were like really broke.
hahaha. eventually bought caps for them two la.
ex okay! went to swensens eventually.
wah lao! the (&#()&$)( damn irritating.
changed seats to rp's table after conversing in the fop hop language.
HAHHA. man! ahha. i din eat anything lah! ahha
dont have terriyaki chicken pasta. )):
i stole food from everyone. hahah. chicken baked rice is nice.
not the rice though. )@()$&()&(
HAHA. only the on top is nice. haha.
ate ice cream and cake! yum. haha.
ice cream cake is the best. HAHA.

fabbie paid for dinner la.
quite paiseh. ahhaha.
he's birthday please! dennis slipped 50 bucks into his bag. hahah.
i dont think he knows yet. haha.

walked to cine there and went to kbox.
wah lao. so ex. so we took the lift and went up stairs to the gaming place there.
what lah! ahhah. we got a room, and its like inside got com and tv for videogaming.
hahah. i was like quite bored. issy left early!
&@#()#&)& i went back soon after that too. damn tired la.
hahah. took cab with dennis, cam and moomoo.
wah lao. he damn sickening. dont let me sleep la.
kena pinched until like siao. HAHAH.
()&$)&) so mean right. YAH YAH.
hahaha. thats all.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT.
i came home and i found out that i lost my house keys.
all thanks to cam lah! he carry my handbag okay!
for like quite long. i think he talk then his actions are too big.
and fling my keys out. and my mama not in singapore please!
heng my neighbour has a spare set. PHEW.
if not i have to spend the night outside.
&$)#&$)#&)$)#$&#() he needs hand bag carrying lessons! =p

HAHAHA. came into the house finally.
chatted online and went to bed.
HAHAHA. i woke up at 12 today.
AHA. i did ONE macbeth question.
HEHE. so accomplished.

2006-06-21T10:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

skipped SYF today.
wah lao.
you know monday's syf is damn stupid.
they made us come at 7.
waited in the hardcourt, then go to the foyer and wait somemore.
and then all the way to the national stadium.
sat on the dirty flooor, ate buns and waited all the way to 1030.
*&$#&$*&@ and the rehearsal is suppose to like start at 9?
what the. and we went in. dance three songs and left.
()&#)#$&)(&) what kind of logic is this!
and we waited for the bus again. like another 45 mins.
HUH? such a waste of time.
OF OUR LIFE.

man. had training after that.
mrdanker was seriously pmsing.
wah lao. cant stand him. ()&$()#$&(
so sarcastic la. eyyer.
got our hockey shirt! hahaha.
its black and so cool! hahah.
shall wear it soon mans!

TUESDAY.
had bloody hell orals.
MY GOSH. i totally screwed it.
the reading was okay.
OH MAN. the conversation sucked.
he asked me a questiion about what did i do to make my parents happy that we dont do usually.
OH MY GOSH. i came up with some nonsenscial story about me failing all my tests and being naughty and then surprised my mama with some surprise.
i was like thinking to myself, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING FELICIA SOH MEI YING. ARE YOU INSANE! ITS SO NOT CONVINCING.

hahahah. oh man. anyways, you know those people who works in the workshop.
ermm. its suppose to be mechanics right.
you know what i said. MECHANICAL. azin mechanical pencil.
WHAT THE HELL. its was so maluating lah!
OKAY. ended and feeeling so riduculous man.

sat outside for a while while regine sttruggles whether she is gg meeting anot.
HAHA. and then me and sri went to eat breakfast at tiong.
BK! hahah. talked about some rubbish stuff. haha.
and she is like damn funny! hahaha.
anyway, went home cos all the shopes at tiong were like not open.

slept until training.
training was good la.
he is like in some good mood today.
seriously, he has MANopause.
and even laughed when someone made a mistake.
what the hell!

decided to stay back to watch the recs and jansenites match.
man! went outside to the swimming pool with ah singh to buy food.
and then came out, wanted to go to the kindergarten to buy food.
and was reply msg when coming down the steps, and missed a step, and SPRAIN MY DEAR ANKLE.
its like damn poor thing la my ankle, sprain for over 5 times alr.
i think its on a verge of breaking. hahah.
was like super pain! hahah. but sylvia said that i fell in a very glam way! hahaha.
not bad right! feel quite proud of myself.
i just fell and sat down. HAHAHA.
not like sprawled across the ground kind.
hahah. ate and ate prawn crackers.

watched the match. so riduculous.
its like so tension between them! haha.
draw man. which is good.
went home in a cab.

THATS ALL.

and going to celebrate fabbie's birthday today.
how to walk?!

HAHAHA.

2006-06-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

im dead beat.

HAHAHA.
went for mass this morning with dennis they all.
it was communion! haha.
almost late, but neighbour sent me! haha.
HENG. anyway, mass was pretty long.
cos of the p threes first holy communion eh.
HAHA. wah lao, now the standard increase so much lah.
i still rmb when it was MINE, we had like lousy dresses and banners please.
ohwait, i dont think we had banners!
()&*#()&)&@# HAHAH.
and now the girls are like so pretty!
dressed like princesses.
heh. mathias said nandee served our communion mass.
man! and he was in the pictures.
i better go see.
heh. dont worry, its confirmation next.
heh.

i told dennis we should have dancing and make banners too.
he gave me that )&$()#&$() look. HAHAHA.
hey, fun what.

went for lunch at purmei.
and then decided to go moomoo's house! haha.
mathias went home to get his books.
and nandee and me went to his house. haha.
his bed is like damn comfy lah. haha.
and ive learnt about dota today! haha. what the hell. got like so many terms. FIRST BLOOD! DOUBLE KILL! KILLING SPREE?!
hahaha. I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND THE GAME PLEASE.
and its like ()&@()#&@()&#.
with some greeen monsters chasing you and all.
and you kill them! and if someone is chasing you, you have to run.
then after that run back to kill them?!
WHATTTT.
sorry i dont play eh. HAHA.

haha. fooled around, played guitar and talked crap.
how time files! haha.
stayed until six plus and went home.

bought dinner at the coffee shop near home.
what the hell. ()&#$()&$( waited for like so damn long for my noodles.

and WHAT. tmr got school.
SYF to be exact.
and have to be in sch by 7am?!
earlier than school days la.
and how come its like only about 10 now.
it feels like 12.
IM DEAD TIRED. really.

orals on tues.
MAN! haven prepared.
shall start reading aloud soon.
MAN!
still got picture lah!
go cut newspapers now.
SEE YOU!

2006-06-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

DAMN.
so embarassing.
MY GAWD. dawn lah!
what coke drinking competition!
(_$&*#($&(@#&4

HAHAHA.
praise was uneasy today.
i dont why VHY.
stupid tamil accent talking with gerard on the vay home.

OH MAN.
so embarrased.

its now 2am.
im stuck doing math. EMATH.
the person who published that tys is SICK in the head.
hopefully his sickness helps me next year for my year.
hmmm. im going to spend my time wisely alr.
today's session was about the house in me.
HAHAHA. i actually said i like the study room?!
HAHHA. i have to work in the guest room.
HAHA.
oh man. its alr the 3rd weeek and ending!
back to drilling and more work!
oh man. so not looking forward to it!

SYF NEXT WEEK.
can i like not go?!
*$(#*$+#$*(#*4

i miss that person.
feeling sucks. ()$#&*()&#()$&
morning.

2006-06-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

MAN.

im feeling kinda GAYYY.

its alright. HAHHA.
lets share some pics.
wonka's specs broke that day.
she only had one side.
so this is what she did.

whats with you WOMAN!
HAHAHA.

i think he's hot.

BUT ITS LIKE SO HOT IN SINGAPORE.
so i asssume that places which the hair cover, is some (&#E()&#?
HHAH. hey, but he sing good.

okay im bored now.
ZAI JIAN.

2006-06-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

HAHAH.
the first time i saw rp angry was on monday night.
HAHAHA. first time in 8 years.
MY GOODNESS.
and she sees me angry like, every time she see me?
HAHAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY WENNY!
haha. its your 15th! make your ic!
hahaa. I LOVE YOU FOREVER PARTNER!
hope you like the surprise cake!
loves!

man. i have like tons of hmk to do.
chinese MLG shit cannot be accessed.
thousands maths questions.
pbl.
LIT.

RAWH. kill me luh.
and its alr the 3rd week of hols!
what the hell! so fast!

i miss THAT.

2006-06-12T10:50:00.000+08:00

DAMMIT.
what i typed is gone!

HAHA.
anw, im back from the pre con camp.
man, it was a blast. :DDDDD

arrived with fear lah. didn't really want to go at first you know.
hahah. there was only about nine of us at first? and like there are more leaders than confrimants okay. HA. anyway, after putting our bags and all in the attic, we were registered and had to take a rose from the statue of St Teresa. haha. and then go put the rose and pray.
then after that went offf to the attic.
played games i think. hahah. ice breakers. some folding the mat thing and dog and bone.
HA. its like super weird lah. and my partner was ferlyn. heh. we are the number THREES :D
HA. isabelle is damn good lah. HAHA. she was like running away so fast. HA.
i was like defending all the way. haha.
rather not risk you know. :D but i ran back sucessfully once okay. HA.
then the next game was HAVE YOU EVER.
hahah. ivan had to do a forfeit with teacher anne cos kena 3 times. HA.
my goodness. the dance was like "?!!?!?!?! HAHAH.
they make good dance partners, seriously. haha.
those with out a seat left have to do a self introduction.
HENG I DIDN'T. :D haha.

after that we had briefing about camp rules and the objectives of the camp.
hahah. and announced who is in our group. HA. my leaders were gerard, jerry, bobo and carmelle. whoosh. HA. and group members were calvin, melissa and erome. HAHA.
is that the way to spell his name? HA. okay. picked our group name and made our own envelopes. cool man. STICY TAPE!!!
after that had to go for mass. man. HAVE TO WEAR LIKE JEANS AND SHOES?!
cos anne lui didn't allow. #)()_*@. jeans with big tee is not goood. had to wear jacket all the way.
hmmm. jerry caught me and rp talking alot. die.

had dinner. saw mmama and she bought my bolster! haha.
had dinner. and waited to go up for session.
me and isabelle was so nervous that we had to go to the toilet. HA.
after that we had to go in one by one.
man, they made the place really nice lah. like they hung the big pieces of cloth to make it like maze like that. we knelt on the floor infront of some of the leaders. annette say its the renewal of the baptism vows. ferlyn, moomoo, jane and someone were wearing the servers robes and looking really HOLY. then we had the washing of feeet. heh.
ferlyn washed like my feet lah. man. so touched. and its like she dont look like she would do housework okay! and she actually washed mine. man.
felt really badddd. hmmm.
after that sang a few songs and ended.
kept the materials and went for group interaction.

went to the back of the church for group one and two.
man. talked about what are the expectations of this camp blah blah.
hmmmm. &$#&amp;()&@()&# and i cried.
HA. okay im dumb.
anyway, thanks to bobo, cammie and annette for talking to me! haha.
cyring is seriously good for health. it relieves stresss. :D

haha. ANYWAY. cried like mad and went to bathe.
slept till the next day.
some person ah! haha. went to make the aircon until like 32oC. haha.
its like hotter than singapore! haha. wth. HAHA.
was sharing sleeping bag with issy. hahaa.
she learnt her lesson and bought track pants! haha.
and i didn't. @&()&@()#&. HAHA.

next day. woke up freaking early lah.
hahah. i think 7? hahah.
yeahh. had this praying with the scriptures thingy.
yeah. was quite sleepy lah. had to share the word or phrase that caught your eye.
haha. after that was breakfast! haha.
then what ah. hmmm.

oh yah. haha. all the groups had to come up with dance steps for the song. HAHA.
damn funny lah! esp ivan's group?! haha. whats with the egypt thing.
HAHA. my group was rocking lah. hahah. the last part was gerard carrying jerry?! HAHHA.
and then later we played water bombs!
man! moomoo was like chao angry lah. he was like WHERE'S YOUR RESPECT?!
haha. i almost burst out laughing. HAHAHAAH. and he was like WHY ARE YALL LAUGHING?! haha. i laughed even harder. AHAHA.
okay lah, it was quite fun. haha.
they poured like 2 pails on me, and i thought they were going somewhere else.
HAHA. dammmn. HAHA.

after that we washed up and went for session! haha.
one by the father and we had to act lah!
hahah. and i did! haha. and i dont know why, everyone laughing at me! &#*#&*
hahah. and i was like sleeping during the prayer thing.
i think they shouldn't ask us to prayer and play some classical music thing.
hahah. it just brings us to lala land?! HAHA.

man.
yeah, after that was the isabel one.
yeah, it was quite cool lah. my talent was shouting.
and rp one was tolerance i think. MAN. totallly lah.
and controllling her temper. haha. ITS DMAN TRUE I TELL YOU.
and its always the ostrasized that does the most great things.
man, dont be the one who always exclude people.
thats so saddening please. and its like these people who makes a great difference and do what is right. ITS NOT COOL TO LEAVE PEOPLE OUT.
and we have to act our religion, not just say say only. quite true ah.
then it was the aunty denise session.
HAHA. okay lah. talking about communication with parents and how parents make mistakes too. ahhah. and then we had to write a letter to our parents. I DID OKAY.

i think after that was bathing and mass.
i bought track pants! haha.
and i didn't talk in mass anymore. HA see.
ANYWAY, after that we went back up to take the letters our parents wrote for us.
haha. YEAH MAN. my mama was like mad lah. HAHA.
its damn funny lah the letter! haha. its like THANK YOU FOR BEING MY DAUGHTER.
heh. its damn funny. anyway, took roses down and gave to mama.
had a nice dinner and after that me and rp went mad with her jacket and the stupid drink thing. HAHA. anne lui lah! take the ladle for the drinks to extinguish the fire for the catering thing! hahah. so ()&#()@&#(). hahah.

OH. then it was reconcilation.
yup. we sat in rows of five.
and then the leaders would read out skit of differnent situations lah.
like talking in mass blah blah, and we had to take an object from the plastic bag that was passed around if we did commit that sin.
yeah, quite shitty to say that i collected all five! haha. MY GAWD.
no idea man.
then after that have to go to the alter and offer it all up.
and then its confession! i was like uberly scared.
thank goodness ive got FATHER ARRO. :DDD
and then i went in and CRIED again. damn.
father arro was like really nice and offered me tissue.
i told him all my sins and he adviced me and stufff.
felt lighter and all after the confession.

went back in and sat on the flooor.
cammie came and tell me that we go pray tgt.
gerard and cammie prayed with me lah, and i CIRED again.
seriously whats wrong with me please. HAHA.
some water hose that gone heywire? hahah.
YEAH. it was quite scary, but it seems like the holy spirit really touched me, you know.
its like crying non stop till the end. thanks for the leaders for talking to me.
thanks mooomooo, sorry that i wet your shirt and thanks for telling me not to hold back youknow.
yeah. i saw rp and vooom crying. okay lah most. but you could see that my class really opened up and stufff. and everyone was singing the praise songs whole-heartedly luh.
so touching! after that we sang all of my days in a happy mood and everyone went high!!! HAHHAA.
okay then. we had to sleep by 1130, so that the next day we could sleep in whatever time we want. HAHA.
and we had to wake up like at 6 because we are going to mount faber to do the prayer with the scriptures thing. heh.
me and isabelle were like talking till late night and suddenly just fell asleeep. HAHAH.

woke up like super early the next day and had to walk all the way up! hahah.
did the prayer thing and the scenery was like super nice! :DDD
hahah. was like super fun. walked backed to church and had breakfast.
got ready for the game, armour of God.
man, it was a crazy game lah. we had to go around the church to collect DENARI. MEANS MONEY LAH. haha. and see which grp got more. and muse play the game to get the armour of God. hahah. the first one we went to one was at andy group. have to put your finger at the hula hoop and slowly let it go down. and no one's finger can leave the hula hoop.
EH ITS NOT AS EASY AS YOU THINK OKAY! haha. but we did it after two tries! hahah.
OH. and there were beggars around. hahah. like seriously, cammie, annette and moomoo.
HAHA. what the hell. they were like going around asking for DENARI. haha.
its up to us whether to give it to us luh. BUT, of cos we had to reconsider abit lah, cos right, we had to collect as many at the end of the day you know.
HAHA. the most horrible station was carmelle's one. haha.
we had to fill this pail of holes with water lah! haha.
and it was like super hard! and we almost almost did it okay! (&#()$&.
its like im all wet! hahaha.
and the people filling the water so kan cheong that they misaimed and threw water at me. HAHAA. YEAH LAH. but at least we din lose. haha.
Dennis was playing as God, and we had to go ask him questions if we had any. haha.
and he said at the end of the game, alot of people went to find him only when they had doubt. they didn't really like go and talk to him and stuff. thats quite SAD ah. and you know right, we found out that if you gave the beggars the money right, the money would be doubled and counted in you know! haha. and charissa gave alll of their money away!
and they got doubled lah. haha. so we learned to give away ALL WE HAD TO LIVE ON. haha.
of cos, put in everything. hahah.

had session by brother charles after the game. ahha.
we went down and sat in two rows according to height. haha.
and face each other and my partner was annette! hahah.
so me and rp agreed that we both be no. 1 hahah.
and turned out that no1 have to blindfolded and go to the attic! azin where we sleep lah. HAHA.
its damn funny. and like all the people rushing to go up by the lift. and people pushing and going everywhere. HAHA. and at last we reached!!!!! HAHAHA.
heng we weren't the last. ahha.
and he talked about God's plan for us. hahah. and our fears. haha.
he's good man! haha. and the things he did for his gf ah, hahah. GOOD AH!

went to bathe and went for mass.
man, i was like freaking tired for mass. almost dozing off please. hahah.
rp and i was like hitting each other purposely. (*$()#*(_*.

after mass was dinner! haha.
leaders rushed like madd. we ate like damn slowly.
got beef stew by calvin's father and apple thing by joachim's mum. HAHA.
damn nice and i was like damn full lah please. HAHA.

we went to outside the sacristy to talk lah.
haha. and we have a new action for our new classmate. HAHAH.
it was so funny that isabelle laughed like mad and i laughed till i had stomachache.
then mathias and joachim almost went to a fight cos of some stupid reason. HAHAH.
i was like trying not to laugh. HAHA.

was the session. MAN DAMN SCARY.
and we had like sharing before that, and i didn't want to share lah. HAHA.
cos i was like super scared. HAHA.
and whoosh. it started with praise first.
so nice lah! ahha. everyone sang like mad! hahah.
and then we had to sit down and sing.
AND ITS THE PRAY OVER!
man, i didn't want to go lah. was like quite scary.
and rp so brave! she went first! haha.
andy prayed for me, and i CRIED again. arrghh. HAHA.
and then melle came and pray for me. man, she is real good lah.
she demanded me to concentrate on Jesus. man, its really good.
HAHAH. i stopped lah. and went to be prayed over by ivan and marie.
i reisisted quite a few times, until cammie came, then i just fell over.
laid down for like quite long. its like your whole body became numb and you dont have the strength to get up but you are still conscious you know.
finally i got up, and i CRIED LIKE MAD. haha.
ivan quite poor thing lah, cos i cried for like quite long. haha.
and his shirt was like wet wet. HAHA. and moomoo came.
okay lah. then they sang the JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW SONG, and it was like quite funny, and i stopped. HAHA.
so cute lah. yeah, after that we sang and ended.
man. like everyone fell and cried. so cool lah!
its like my class rocks. HAHA.

didn't sleeep until when they played truth or dare.
it was quite sick lah, thats why i went to sleep.
middle of the night, got up to goeat macs with moomoo. haha.
came back and told isabelle that i would come out and find her in 5 mins.
hahah. guess what! haha. i fell asleep for the rest of the night. hha.
sorry lah. we had to wake up like quite late. 745 i think.
but we all slept quite EARLY. ahem.
francis was like damn pissed lah.
cos we were late and we din clear our macs after we ate.
and it was like all over the table.
and he was like pissed cos the girls slept with the guys at the same place. :/
ohwells. we din mean too lah. bleah. HAHA.

OKAY. breakfast and after we cleaned up the place.
man. damn angry cos of my markers thing.
rawhhh. okay lah. shant talked about it.
vent it out to fabbie and gerard.
haha. had sharing! haha.
man, ivan said i really opened up. ahha. cos i cried like mad. HAHA.
yeah. so fun lah! haha. and they gave us a gift. handphone thing.
HAHA. yeah. and it was break camp! ))))))))):
super sad. best camp i went to lah.
i miss it like mad.

2006-06-07T11:13:00.000+08:00

BOOYAAA.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GERARD! :D
i just gave him ang ba0. hahah.

watched juniors game ytd.
they against teckwhye. haha.
they played not bad okay! wani actually scored a really nice goal, but umpire say it was outside D , so its like not counted!
we asked mr tan for the video and I THINK it was like inside D lah.
HAHA. and the umpire said no. *(&%#&$)(

anw the score was like 3-0 i think.

HAHA. and i went home to do hmk and sleep for awhile.
and my phone went heywire and i woke up like at 11 plus, then until 2 plus.
HAHAH. SHIT. and i missed trng just like that.
MAN. hahah. sorry jen!

anw, went out to celebrate gerard's birthday at taka, seoul garden.
everyone had to pay a freaking 20 bucks.
i was like quite bored and i fried everything, pineapple, honeydew, and watermelon.
HAHA. the best was pineapple lah. HAHA.
ate icecream with some sperm like thingy. joachim put so much and it was like swarmed?!
dont even have the ice cream taste anymore! hahaha.
MAN.

went to freaking swensens to buy the ice cream cake.
hahaha. left for church after that.
everyone was like freaking fooling around. i dont know why.
HAHA. they are supposed to have meeting about the precon camp tmr.
whoo. and sec3s were not allowed! haha.
saw ah nette! haha. man. then they all decided to go up with dennis came down to chase them up.
and i had to wait for them to finish the meeting so that we can eat the cake tgt.
because gerard haven come yet. AHHH. so cammie waited with me and asked joachim come down to accompany me while annette come and gerard come so that we can cut the cake. HAHAH. talked crap with cammie till gerard came.
joachim came and we went to watch the 9o clock show in father romeo's room! ahaha.
HE'S LIKE SO NICE RIGHT. haha. and we concluded that he is a hairstylist. hahah. a quite good one infact. hahaha. and he's like the only father with a tv in his office! haha. its like uber cool! hahah. nice right? HAHA.

finally its time! have to bring the cake upstairs, and its like ice cream cake! would melt really soon! hahaha. we had a hard time lighting the candles cos i was like so damn nervous. haha. i also dont know why. stupid 9oclock show luh. HAHAH.
jerry came down and carried the cake down. ta dah! haha.
we went into the room and sang the song for him.
HAHAH. it was alr melting please.
ate the cake and smeared cream! hahah.
i swear i would catch him someday please.

hung around, and then had short praise behind the church. so nice luh.
hahaha. and went to town. wanted to catch the omen, BUT THANKFULLY, its sold out.
went to cine there to eat and talked.
slept all the way back home in the cab. HAHA.
thats all for my so called exciting day.

tmr is pre con camp!
until sunday. MAN.

2006-06-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

ROARRR.

back from the not so killer sports camp.
actually it was quite okay lah. wasn't like what i thought it was.
you know all that physical and all those kind of things.
HAAHHA.

had lessons everyday of the camp.
and that means we have to miss NAP TIME!
arrgh. YES! we have nap time. to sleeeeep before evening trng.
hahah. but too bad, lessons are a must.
and its killer AMATH.
and he kept saying we are suppose to have tutors alr.
OH MAN. i better go look for one during the hols.

ANYWAY. training are mostly focused on the CDIV.
hahah. AND THEY ARE SUPER FUNNY PEOPLE.
you know they ah. HAHA. can die laughing at them.

there's addddie, adeline lah. HAHA.
she is like some person with the HONGKONG ACCENT.
HAHA. and we actually based the skit on her being the reporter and asking question in that accent. HAHAHAHAH.

and there's chrissy, the crazy loud hailer person.
HHAHA. everyone was doubly triply shocked when she suddenly screamed out THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR CRESCENT! hahaha. OMG. go look at her face, it was all scruched up and very the FIERCE.
and that day, jenny was giving out the bibs. hahah. and then they were like bloody slow. so i was like EH! HURRY UP LAH! IF NOT HAVE TO DO PHYSICAL! and christabel was actually walking very slowly until the point i said that and she THREW HER STICK ON THE FLOOR AND RAN FULL SPEED AT JENNY WITH THE SCRUNCHED UP FACE AGAIN!!!
HAHAHA. my gawd. HAHA.

and there's crazy kristel. she made me spell her name correctly like for 3 million times.
and this woman has seriously short attention span. she kills me, i tell you. hahaha.
but she organised one whole scene for the skit. HAHAH. she surprised me! hahah.
REALLY FUNNY LAH. she was like the one making all the noise and if someone like WHISPERS, she will me like OEI!! STOP TALKING LAH!! hahah.
like what the hell right. HAHAH.
and she is likee seriously mad. i tell you. HAHAH.
its contagious.

and who else. errrr. i found out that lyn li had a best friend from track and she is like so best friends that she wants to go sleeep beside her at night. INSEPERABLE mans.

LIZZY! hhaha. my gawd. you see her so guai guai and sensible ah. sometimes she is really fierce okay. haha. i partnered her on the attacker and defender drill. then i kept asking her to be the attacker so that i dont have to dribble. haha. i still fake fake tell her, that her cdiv is coming and that she has to practice. HAHA.
she wants to kill me lah, but she is keeping it inside! haha.
is that right lizzy? HAHA. my gawd. haha. i still rmb that time i called her lizzy called she reminded me of the wakefield twins and one of them is called elizabeth. i was thinking whether i would like meet someone who is called ELIZABETH. the name feels so like upright and justice. and like so pride and prejudice you know. haha. ANYWAY, she is not like that. HAHA.
and she is damn funny when she acts funny. hahah. okay, then its not called acting lah. ahha.
and she is very guai okay. haha. and very patient. i told her to go tell rahwani and kristel the answers for the questions and they were like not listening to her AT ALL.
practically running around lah.
AND SHE RAN AFTER THEM! haha.
she is good okay!

OH. i saw danny many time! :D hahah.
but i din see her today.

VINEE GAVE ME THE COOKIES! AHHHH! :DDDDDD

oh oh. HAHA. sadistic mr tan lah.
he made everyone call him sexy mr tan?!
and its like on the last night right, he was like if anyone still talked or using handphone 5 mins after lightout, we all have to wake up and go run. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
and i dont know which woman, she go and use her phone and mr tan SAW.
so he on all the lights and asked everyone to wear their running shoes.
we all stood up around the hall and stood there listening to his "TALK" about discipline.
HAHA. he wants us to sleep so that he can sleep right? HAHA.
right. damn. anyway yeah. nobody dared to move and not use the phone.
AND WE SLEPT. and it was like at midnight.
and we have to be down by 730?! AND RUN AROUND THE TRACK.
ohwells. HAHA.
the food was quite good lah. nothing to complain about. ahha.

oh haven finish about my juniors. it sure feels weird being seniors. hmm.
HAHA. anyway, there is abby and addie being defenders with me today. haha.
seriously, they love their friend, the pro dribbler vanesaa so much that they practically pulled me out so that she can tackle them. HAHAH.
man, but she is really pro. seriously. HAHAH.
go! hahah. but abby and addie were really funny.

OH. and jenny. she fell down at the bricks loook alike floor at delta.
and she bleed like mad.

hahah. yeah man. jenny is really nice. HAHA. a good friend okay! haha.

fer lai slept beside me. haha. and her toes are seriously annoying. ahhaa. and she spoke to me something last night, and i couldn't really hear cos i was half asleep. so i just mumbled something. and she talked and laughed. i asked her what she said this morning and she said she didn't even remember talking. means i actually conversed with her while she sleep talked?! HAHAH. that is cool man.

rahwani is one mad shit okay. HAHA. she and her crazy big actions for the westlife song is like driving us nuts. HAHAH. what the.

i was umpire for awhile today. and it seriously is not for me. HAHA. i cant pursue it at a higher level. lam left me and went to play as a forward and hit a few nice balls. HAHA. and seriously, her ball is like damn good. haha. and someone she cant really play hockey as she is a full time goalie. HA.

and we found out that the sec fours initally didn't like us sec 3s. haha. and they actually dreaded thinking that they had to play bdiv with us when they become sec 4. haha. cos we are too noisy and outspoken. hhmmm. HAHA. and too loud and too proud. and the sec2s also. HAHA. nvm, its a tradition. HAHA. but we all like each other now. haha. right? hahaha.

good camp, i would say.

:DDDDDDD

2006-05-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

IM DAMN STRESSED NOW.

how do i tell my mama that i need an allowance raise!?

OMG. i cant do.
HOW?!

2006-05-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

go live your materistic life.
ive had enough of you.
just wanna take a knife and slit your wrists offf.
go live it out, its none of my business.

just pricks me in the bone when your mouth is damn it foul. cant you say anything better?
whats new man? dont expect a change, never will.
continue that favourtie hobby of yours, but it will fall deaf upon my ears.
dont say anything when you dont understand that instrument of yours.
dont even say that it has become a stupid habit.
i cant help it if i cant stand you because of that non-stop chatter of vulagrites.
its that tempation that you willingly fall into.
dont you dare say anyone didn't warn you.

your shit i had enough.
sorry im SO not available for you to make use of me.
you may have to DANG GU GU for that day to come.
that day which i FORGET all that you did to me.
oh wait. that day, WILL NEVER EVER COME.
so yeah, sorry eh.
oh, actually, im not that sorry after all.

frankly, you all turn me off.
ive not what so objections to your oh so interesting life.
sorry that i had to take this time to get a life.
no way am i getting stuck in this rut with yall.
have fun, i sincerely wish you.

lastly, whats the point of this?
sadly to say, the interest cannot be sustained.
and of course, you are obviously not interested.
nahs, not going to crash the cymbals to get your attention, because what for? its going to get you further away.
and ohwells, we are beyond salvation.
im really upset to say this, but it has become a fact.
why not live up to reality, as you always say. always an expert on life, aren't you?
you've got to agree with my logic. its yours.
maybe its like time. i know, its short.
but why not get over with it, instead of dragging it for so many light years.
you've given me enough excuses, and you think i dont know.
guess what? i know, i know everything. its no use hiding all that.
because i really am aware. and of cos i can infer.
if you didn't mean those things you say, please take it all back.
lying cant get you around and get your far.
maybe you dont know that you are lying, but im telling you now, its true.

2006-05-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

WELL.
has been a while since i blogged.
seriously considering whether i should go to school tmr or NOT.
really dont want to go lah.
today all i did was sleep in class. and SLACK.
whats the point!

wells. we had SYF trng ytd.
DANNY sat behind me lah. but she proved to be a biggie disppointment. so we shall not talk about her. dont even have conscience to throw away her trash!
not worthy, aint it?
under the hot sun all day, wasn't that bad.
just danced, danced danced at the national stadium.
FOOD was bad. arrgh.
whats with the packet kaya bread?
at least last time we had HOTDOG lah.
it really sucked.

got SKORT-free from leslie, cos we didn't wear skorts on our way back.
HAHA. way to go, resa!

98.7 TODAYYY!
MY GAWDDDDDDDDDD! hahah.
justin and young was here! hahaa.
and like they came to pick a deejay from our school for an hour show to host on sunday!
HAHA. the 98.7 control! haha. and AHNUSHA WON!
my gawd! SHE'S GOING TO BE THE ONE ON RADIO!
hahaha. i cant believe it man. just that i cant believe a theresian can get to be on radio.
WHOA man. HAHA. i cant stand it please.

then it was RONIN! HAHA.
so hot! haha. they really looked rock band-ish. HAA.
like seriously! haha. the music was like so loud till the HDB people complained.
ARRGGGH. even the music dedication thing for the bazzar was like that!?
WHAT THE HELL! haha. weirddddos.
and all of us went infront to jump jump jump and get high! :DDDD
HAHAH. rockin man! hhaha.
BLACK MARIAAAAA!

ohwells. im not going to the sports camp, since some people dont wanna let me go.
DONT GO THEN DONT GO LOR.
stupid person. so obvious still want to act. ASSHOLEEEEEE.

i miss mo. MO!!!!

maths class during the hols! haha.
again and again. and we seriously dropped.
like ARGGGGGH. and we have orals and SYF during the hols!
ORALS! time to emote more emotions and describe everything you see on the streets. HAHA.
ohwells.
i need new shoes and that shirt!

S4 outing on 4th june. SUNDAY! haa.
why always sunday ah? HAHA. ive got church at 10!
oh yeah. no more sunday class. OKAY THEN.

dont feeel like going to school tmr.
cant leave sri alone yeah? ahhaa.
talked to her just now and she says she like chinese and indian guys.
HAHA. MALAY BETTER! hahah.

hmm. doesn't really matter who now to me yeah? HAHAHA.
dont tell you. :pppppp

2006-05-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

i seriously need financial help. arrghh.
GX 4000 is about 100 plus? )):
hahah. its quite okay lah. not very curved.
im afriad of sweeping. but nvm.

bluetooth device at 30 bucks!
oh man. we finally found smth less then 80 plus? HAHA.
thank goodness we didn't get the nokia thing.
RIGHT SHOE? haha. yeah man.
lets go get it soon OKAY?

hmm. its your own freedom to talk to whoever you want, right?
just because you were not here for a mere few days, doesn't mean i cant find someone else.
its like, i cant talk to that person because you dont like it?
and even if i tell you, you would be like GO LAH GO TALK TO HIM!
like what the hell. its like none of your business, to put it bluntly.
i didn't even say anything when you left me all alone for the other person.
i mean, thinking about it makes me pissed.
what the hell.
im not gonna let you get this over me.
im serious. why should i listen to something that is not good for me. but good for you?
i mean, you are really being selfish please.

kns.
im just going to rant it all out. arggh.

and you. just get OUT OF MY SIGHT!!!
IM SO HATING IT WHEN I SEE YOU. you once told me, if i really didn't want to see you around, you would do something about it. YES. PLEASE GO DO SMTH ABOUT IT. i really hate you now. i cant stand it when i see you. it just make me feel so SHITTY and thinking about the stupid past. OMG. i hate being used, alright?
you must be really familar about it, considering the amt of times you had used me. so please?
i BEG you, to just get out from my sight. just go away.

i understand.
maybe its time to leave you alone. its about time that you felt the way i felt that time.
maybe bcause it not meant to be in this way.
just take your time.
during this time, you would not find me near.
tell me when you are really ready for that decision.

2006-05-18T11:31:00.000+08:00

HAHAH. i just read the hockey blog.
there's like a pervert going around in delta.
oh man. jen better go with me to the toilet. HAHA.
mrs tan say check the toilet if he's hiding there before going in.
OH MAN. thats like quite scary. cos its like you changing, then he will suddenly POP out.
SHITS MAN. thats like horribly sicko please.

and im having trng there later. &**#$&*)#(&4

ANYWAYS. on a brighter note, EXAMS ARE OVERRRR! :DDDDDD
it has been exams for 3 whole weeks! oh man.
and we have already started studying a week before, so its like one WHOLE month.
ITS TO TIME FOR US TO PARTYYYY!
HAHA. no lor. i have training. HAA.
today is marking day, and i have trng. game against the cdiv and bdiv. heh.
YAY! we finally playing with the seniors again. HAHA.
bdiv was unforgettable man. like really. how hard we work!
go for trainings every single time until we could die. AHHHH.
i miss and dont miss those days. all the physical killed us man!
ARRGH. cant die peacefully too. heh.

OKAYS. theres like training 3 times a week during the hols.
cant DIE peacefully too. ohwells. HAHA.
and there's SPORTS CAMP! with track and field, softball and smth lah.
OH MAN. there's track and field means more running, running and running.
HAVE FUN MAN. i hate it.
i want a HOCKEY CAMP. dont care where it is alr la, school or whatever.
EYYER. and they dont allow us to go home lke at night and go back in the morning.
WHYYYY. aiya. so kang kou now.
and there's maths lesson during the camp.
okay good. HAHA.
i rather math anytime. OKAY I KNOW IM WEIRD.

anyways yeah.
going for training soon.

sometimes, i know when you say things for the sake of saying it.
but i want you to know that its of no need, and of no use.
because i know.
really, i know.

i know when its not coming from there,
and it just does not have any purpose, does it?
you might as well not say it.
its better then now.

2006-05-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

feel quite shitty now.
my 5 day holiday is coming to an end.
and i totally didn't study at all.
PHYSICS is so hell dry man.
HOW?!

oh man. im feeling SHITTTY.
SHITTY!
SHITTY!

church was fun today.
HAHAH. all thanks to my moo and DEAR!
AHAHAHA. can just laugh to my death.
HAHAHA. stupid message writing in class. haha.
and he got the flower for me! hahah. its suppose to be like for mama's day.
HEH. surprise! HAHA.
WAH so good right. HAHA.
and he made it for everyone to SEEE.
ulterior motive lah. HAHAH.
i know you are fer crazy. :DDDD

and fighting with cammie and jerry in the youth room!
keep throwing ball at my head for what! HAHA.
and jerry gave me body art, ON MY ARMS la.
i almost killed cammie with the scissors. HAHHA.
so hell nosiy, first hand lion dance in the teeny weeny youth room.
so high for what! hahaa.
BULLY ME UNTIL LIKE THAT. thanks ah.
HAHAHA. my hair was like a mop after jerry used the hood to cover my face and spin me around for 50 times. WHAT THE.
hahaha.

OHWELLS. good day, but time to mug for STUPID physics!
I HATE PHYSICS YOU KNOW.

On my knees, i'll ask last chance for one last dance.
Cause with you, i'll withstand all of hell to hold your hand.
I'll give it all,
I'll give for us,
Give anything but wont give up.
Cause youve been far away for far too long. )):

2006-05-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
i haven laughed so much in such a long time.
stupid clapping game with ivan left me with tears.
HAHAHA. could have died.

praise today was uneventful.
but its kinda like a blessing in disguise.
i really know who now.
HAHA. okay la. i dont mean to sound so SERIOUS, but really made me think ah. and i definitely know now.
was quite early, although i thought i was late.
but HA. talked to ah nette and vented out alot. HAHA.
praise was great man. ( oh man, i sound like some angmoh)
HAHA. really LAH. i love GOD! HAHA.
went out for toilet break.
stayed with moomoo and WOOO.
and talked about some stupid soap thing.
HAHA. nv laugh like that for like SO long. they are like anything also will laugh one la. HAHA.
and ate like lots of gobbstoppers.

i just like to LAUGH like mad.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

you know whats it like to be used again and again.
i dont understand how patient i was last time you know. its like time after time, im just twisted around your pinky. just cause i dont do what YOU want, you reply also can, dont reply.
omg. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE you know. im like so WEI QU. rawh.
its like im trash to you right. when nobody go out with you, you come ask me, then if i say cannot you say im " shoving you away" OH MY FUCKING SHIT.
i wish i can just tell this to your face and kick your ass.
OMG. i will never ever forgive you.

2006-05-10T16:43:00.000+08:00

HURRAY!

finally a break for us physics and pure geog people.
AHHH. until tuesday we have to go to school!
to take that deadly paper.
5 DAYS! HAHAH.
okay i shall study very hard, tmr (MAYBE), sat and mon.
HAHAH.
sunday maybe lah, if there's no tv. BUT there's bound to be a day of NOTHING.
nothing with the word WORK inside.
oh yeah! haha. i forgot friday.
hahah. maybe im going to make ic tmr. ))):
if its a bad hair day, then i wont go. HAHA.
lets go out, zhen zhen! haha.
friday got praise. OKAY.

chem and geog was OKAY la.
azin the geog was like writing like mad! ));
and chem i thought got like ALOT of time, but its like i think i relax too much.
like do half way.. look aty scenry, drink water, daydream abit you know. HAHA.
it was quite okay you know.

AMATH AND ELIT.

yucks ah. amaths is the worse.
OMG. it like totally sucks ah.
i didn't do alot of questions, and i was like going to shout, WHY SO HARD!
haha. but of cos not lah! haha. exam eh.
its like super hard. im prepared to FAIL.
hmph. )):

elit was okay la.
i dont even know what i was writing. all the points repeated. heh.
WHO CARES. hahah.
im never strong in lit anyway.

emaths on mon.
eeeks. okay la. i think i cant really rmb alr.
dont care la! haha.
stupid maths. count count count. nothing better to do ah?

you know what. i just realize i use alot of HAHAH in my blogging and in msn conversations. why ah? HAHAH. omg again.
maybe should cut down.
if not my H and A button on my keyboard would be worn out soon.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. okay sorry.

IM BORED. anw.
i vow never to study in church anymore. haha.
its like not productive at all.
OKAY FINE. haha.

AIYA. very bored leh. how?

happy birthday brina and fiona!!

2006-05-06T12:16:00.000+08:00

was just reading my old blog posts.
hhaha. quite funny man.
how could i have been like that!?

HAHA. anw. just studied for like 2 hours. yeah man. needed a break. I CANT DO MATHS!
ARGGGH. hahaa. and like maths 2 is on MONDAY.
ohwells. being left at home to study is not good.
i keep hu si luan xiang-ing.
was just thinking why is life like that.
HAHA. its like weird. feel like living in the forest somehow. haha.
coniferous! haha. so cold please.

and its like i dont like hockey anymore. HAHA.
i dont know why. ohwells. just dont like lor.
arrgh. hahaha. im so fickle.
i kinda enjoy exam period.
cos there's no trng. like really.

i haven been going for so many div one games. haha.
there's one this sunday. and one last week.
but if i cant give my 100 percent, then whats the point of going there.
yeah. wait till later man.

just feel quite bad. haha.
just need some time to regain that passion.
i dont why, but this time it seems quite hard.

ARRGH. stop thinking!
im gg back to the books.
goodbye. :D thanks for listening.

2006-05-06T00:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAISA! :DDDDD

hello people. its been SO long since i blogged.
HAHAH. anw. it has been a REALLY good week. HEH.

birthday week what. WHAT TO DO. :DD
HAHAA. ANW. on wednesday night right, ah nette asked me to go down at 10 to take a book from her.
and guess what? hahah. there was another cake waiting for me! haha.
with jerry, dennis, ahnette, nandee and ivan. HAHA.
yay! haha. the cake was damn nice lah.
and you know what, i just brushed my teeth, with my tshirt all wet, haha. my hair like crap. then i came down. heng i went up to take plates and took along my hairband.
sang songs, threw cake and played guitar. HAHA.
super nice of them to do that for me! haha. VERY TOUCHED.
HAHAHA. dennis and francis gave me a heffalump milk bottle.
HAHAHA. super cute right? hahaha. yeah man.
went home and decided i cant study anything more about northern ireland and merger anymore.
SO I JUST WENT TO BED. hahha.
smiling in my sleep, i bet!

SS paper.
THANKS DING DING FOR THE PRETTY PURPLE WALLET! HAHA.
love you! :DDD i dont know why everytime you call me, i cannot hear.
HAHAHA. yeah man. SS paper was quite okay.
its like i did structured essay first. wah lao.
i couldnt write finish lah. i wrote like alot for the 1st question, which is 12 marks.
and then lesser for the 13 marks one. HAHAH.
am i mad or what.

and SBQ is sucky lah. so in conclusion, i think that the paper sucked, and therefore i will fail.
YEAH MAN.
went home with yanyan at like 9 plus? HAHA. reached home at like 10 LAH.
haha. on normal school days, its not even like recess lah.
SEE HOW LONG WE HAVE TO STARVE EVERYDAY LA.
sickening. HAHA.
studied for like the whole day. watched the dream chasers show.
so GANDONG la.
i swear man, its damn nice.

CHINESE paper today.
didn't go for mass though. haha.
i dont like to go mass before exam la. makes me all jittery and stuff.
wrote like crazy for paper one.
how can they just make us sit down for 2 hours and WRITE?
WHAT THE HELL. its absurd please. HAHA.

and paper 2 was like sucky. because its the new format.
there's like 2 comprehension LAH. and there's like not enough time.
arrgh. die.

went to tiong with zhen, after struggling for some time.
haaha. shopped and walked around. irritated some shop people.
who ask them keep coming to see if we are stealing anything.
arrrgh. so irritating. HAHAH.
and we were like wondering if we have the fierce face ah? HAHA.
WENT TO COLD STORAGE.
weizhen was feeling tired, so she just sat down on the the floor. HAA.
weird sight i must say.
i bought something new. potato strips thing.
I LIKE THE PACKAGING! HAHA.

went home after that.
used com and slept.
woke up,bathed, ate and off to praise.

HAHAH. waited for rp like so long.
talked to her about some fish in the pond and she thought i was talking about that bitch.
HAHA. why would i have anything to do with her please?
waited for ahnette to come before we went up.
RACHEL was like desperately trying to guess my code for my phone.
AND I DONT KNOW WHAT SHE DID, whatever code i used, cannot unlock!
I WAS LIKE IN THE STATE OF PANIC.
its like the correct code, also cannot work! hahah.
scare my half to death. and dont know what she do after that, can alr.
HAHA. sickening. DONT TOUCH MY PHONE ALR, PEOPLE!
its already like dying please. and i dreamt just now that my phone was all twisted. AND CANNOT EVEN CLOSE. ahh! i must protect it now alr.
no more touching my phone!

HAHAH. anw. praise was alright. everyone was so fierce today.
stress ah? haha. best part was praying for each other. me and rachel was crapping again.
hahah. and *(#&*)@$&)@ U&$#()&$()#&() ! HAHAH.
so happy lah. HAHA. and anyway, we had this praying for each other thing.
i learnt that you shouldn't ask people to pray for you, you should pray together with the person for something. heh. yeah man.

after praise, hung around in church. talked crap.
ate ruffles and grapes. HEH. :D
and ()#*()$&*()&#(_$&_(&*$_*. so happy lah. HAHAH.
what the hell. :DDDD

was quite high on the way to purmei. haha.
screaming like crazy. shut up rachel. haha.
and thanks bro for the present! haha.
cute lah! haha.

crapped at purmei and waited so damn long for ivan.
finally caught the last bus and here i am.
i plan to study later. and not sleep at all for this whole night/ morning.

RAWH. im so (&$)&#()$&()&@#(). HAHAH.
so happy. :DDD

let me go comedy central and get a joke for you.

The Rescue

One day, three boys were walking over a bridge when they heard a guy yelling for help. It was President Bush. He was drowning, and the three boys rescued him. He thanked them dearly and promised them whatever they wanted as a reward.
The first boy wanted $10,000, so Bush gave him the money. The second boy wanted a Ferrari, so Bush gave the boy a Ferrari.
The third boy wanted a wheelchair, Bush said, Why do you want one of those, son, you're not handicapped.?The boy replied, I will be when my dad finds out whose life I saved.

ERR? huh. i dont get it.

enjoy.

2006-05-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FELICIA SOH MEI YING!

hahah. so exciting man.
its considerably a good day.
and ive turned 15! that is like WHOA.
hahah. and im only one year away from THAT age! haha.
WATCH THE NC MOVIES! woo woo! HAHA.
so exciting! BUT I STILL HAVE TO WAIT ONE MORE YEAR.

thanks for all the smses, presents and HANDMADE CARDS!
HAHAH. everyone was ultra nice, HAHA.
( when in good mood, everyone is nice. )
HAHA. pe was boring lah. got like some LEAPS thing for CCA.
just count it yourself. then it was MATHS. BIRTHDAY SONG! :D :D
ANW. mr ng scolded us for changing outside at the dnt room there.
opps. NVM LA. quite sickening. not as if we are taking it out like WHOA!
BAR TOP DANCING LA. haha.

KELLY bought me balloon! and its like strawberry shortcake! HAHA.
so hot man! my wish came true. I HAVE A BALLOON FOR MY BDAY! :D
so hot so hot. HAHAH.
and mo mo is like UBERLY SUPERLY DUPERLY sweet lah! love her present man!
haha. it was a powerpoint presentation of how we knew each other.
SO SWEET RIGHT. haha. cant stand it. i kept looking at it lah! haha.

yeah! haha. and shi hui gave me a photoframe kinda thing for our pictures! hahaa.
so sweet right! :DDDDD
resa gave me a rose! haha. feeding it with water now.
zhen zhen gave me this uber cute hippo thing to keep small stuff. HAHA.

people say i look like garfield. is that true? HAHA.
SHUT UP.

thanks for all the handmade cards! haha. so sweet! haha.
love it man. sri one was super long! haha. yan yan one so colourful and lots of drawing. and she drew sri as a ghost and herself as an angel! haha.

RECESS WAS UBER COOL.
haha. hanwei was like being siao. she was like ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY AH?!
and her acting so lousy lah. HAHA. and then she gave me the present! haha.
when we reached the canteen, she went to take out the cake! haha.
no wonder weizhen was stoppping me to go buy food! :DDDD
HAHHA. so we blew the candles without any flame and all bought fish and chips.
dessert was the entire cake. hah. its like pink and its strawberry flavoured.
oh yeah. we sang a VERY soft birthday songs, clapping with only ONE finger. HAHA.
so hot right. its call unique. HAA.
WAS LIKE SUPER FULL. ahhaa.

look at what charisa wrote for me in her blog!

"the star of the day is TOASTER FELICIA SOH.Happy Fifteenth Birthday, Love. girl, how've you grown! you've been a great junior for the past two years and counting third. bdiv was a bliss with you. thanks for all your encouragements alright? i promise i'll continue to be there to give you advice as long as i live. okay okay, shopping and nightout soon, i promise. my wish for you is priceless: to grow preeeeettier each day :D"

thanks thanks thanks! haha.
you certainly made it memorable! haha.
now i know how people could spend so much time and effort. HAHAH.
oh man. SO TOUCHING. boohoo.
i love you!

2006-04-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

woah.

First paper done. One down! haha. :DD
ENGLISH PAPER. paper one waas crap.
really. hahah. my handwriting was like seriously heywire.
i wrote question one. some do you agree question about countries building good relations with each other. haha. the other questions was like huh? HAHA.
erm, there was this one word question, Refuge or smth.
and sri wrote the one " do you think running away is a good way to solve questions?"
HAHAH. and she didn't write counter argument lah. WHOOPS.

hahah. yanling actually bought the whole tissue box because of her running nose.
HAHAH. and i helped her pick up her USED tissue lah! cos i thought it was mine and i dropped it on the floor. EYYER.
and she is like so mean lor. cos i saw her at the corridor there right, then i call regine right, and then she was like OH NOOO. what the hell right.
so mean lor. dont want to talk to her alr lah. ))):

sri came to school today and i taught her physics.
and i think she is the only one that understands when i teach. THE FIRST ONE, in fact. weizhen has nv understood. ohwells. HAHAHA.
she is having a sore throat and a sexy voice. HAHA.

the entire exam almost took up the whole day lah. did nothing much though.

went out after school with wz and hw.
LOOK FOR BAGS! haha. went to heeren first. so freaking hungry lah. hahah.
saw kelly and gang in flash and splash looking for a present for lyanne.
lyanne's birthday this sunday! haha. i bet she's gonna have alot presents.
i dont know why. haha. i think you know why. but aiya nvm. HAHA.

anw. no bags at flash and splash.
no bags in heeren. CANDY again! haha. this time i bot 5 bucks worth.
highest record so far. HAHA. AND STILL COUNTING!
and this time they have a new bag! aha. PINK colour!

went to taka and got my DOUBLE FILLET O FISH!
HAHA. me and hanwei did smth very disgusting. and you would be very disgusted when you know what we did. HAHAHAH. omg so scary! haha.

cos we sat down at this table at the taka macs right. then there's this tray that hasn't been cleared yet lah. haha. and in the tray was some , no, alot of fries left. hahah.
so we were like looking at it and looking. haha.
finally hanwei said " i feel like eating it" hahah.
then me and zhen was like " EAT LAH!" hanwei then challenged me to eat it. AND I DID! hahah.
omg! hahah. and she didn't want to eat it after i did lah! SICKENING. haha.
then wz just said " LOSER" then she immediately ate it alr. WOAH.
hahah. quite good lah. haha. and in total we ate 3 fries EACH. and its like not ours.
EYYER. haha. you must think we are really, DISGUSTING.

walked around.
went to the stadium! omg! i saw this nike polo tee! so nice lah.
i swear im going to buy it. shall go queensway soon. HAHA.
monday? HAHA. labour day you know! haha.
saw nice nice shoes! haha. PONY is new to me.
but the shoes are nice ah. i saw the black and white shoe kelly liked.
quite nice eh.

ZARA was COOL. REALLY.
got so many nice things man. THE JACKET IS NICE! haha.
and the shirts too. haha.
OH MAN. so many things to buy.
gonna kill myself soon. HAHAH.
tried clothes on. hahah.
hanwei is like REALLY mad.
its like bizzare. REALLY.

okay. haha. we went to wisma lastly.
and HA. hw suggested a bright turqoise to weizhen.
and weizhen seemed like she was in a trance. haha.
and she LIKED the bag like crazy. haha.
first it was the brown one, then the turqoise one.
AHH! so scary lah they all two. and the bag is only like 13.50, after 70 percent discount.
QUITE CHEAP AH. but still!
omg! haha. cant stand the bag lah! haha.
and i was like telling her that if she bring the bag to school, i juts ONLY wont talk to her for a few days. haha. and i didn't even want to touch the bag!
i think she thought about it for like more than 1 hour. HHA.
think the sales person quite angry. HAHA.
and she was like NO pictures when we wanted to take lah!
and i was wearing the funny hat!
SICKENING.
haha. and in the end , we didn't buy the bag.
???!?!?!?!? HAHAH.
dirty mah. think the surfer girl people hated us.

went home and took 123?! and i took it would go to purmei there lah.
AND IT DIDN'T. i went to like bukit merah lah.
hahah. and took 275 to church.
didn't go in, haha. just sat outside on the swing
saw joachim and mike thang. hahah. they went home after that.
mike thang came and talk to me and RP came! haha.
talked crap, and i thought about some stuff.
hmm. haha.
came home and here i am.

just dont know why the words are so foul from you.
just turns me offf. you think thats cool? i reckon that its cool cause you follow peer pressure? what the. be a man, will you?

i just want big big pack.
give me angbao for my birthday! haha. 3RD MAY OKAY!
i want to buy crumpler bag pack.
its big enough right. YEAH. by july, i will have it.
by hook or by crook.

OMG. i just read this shit blog.
DO YOU EVEN HAVE A LIFE.
you call me a bitch? then what about you? A BIGGER BITCH.
why cant i blame others for STEALING my stuff.
YEAH. i know my eyes are big. THANKS FOR THE FUCKING COMPLIMENT.
its like so dark in the cab, YOU LOOK LAH. GO GO GO!
and its like you dont even know the situation at that time.
OMG. i dont even know why i am explaining it to you.
YOU ARE TRYING TO BE NICE? oh gawd. GIVE ME A BREAK.
what is your nice? haha. IM TRYING TO SHOVE YOU AWAY?!
you think i so no life as you ah? whole day whole life got nothing to do.
eat and sleep eat and sleep? WHAT THE HELL. ive got trainings, dental and other stuff, called avoiding you? THANKS AH.
GET THIS STRAIGHT. i dont NEED your stupid CHARITY.
never did and never will. come on lah. your pathetic cake?
i can get it for myself.
i lose things, your problem? call me bitch for losing my things? did i even lose yours?
HA. please lah. you obviously read my blog, if not you wouldnt know that i lost my stuff.
i congratulate you for having some a safe life.
THANKS BITCH.
and stop being a BIG despo and asking people for presents lah. have some sense of shame will you. azin you KEEP asking you know. cant you get the hint that people have no reason to buy for you at all? just stay away lah.

GET PEOPLE: this person called me a bitch because i said that she doesn't have to buy a present for me. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT. please lah. too much time ah? SICKENING.

2006-04-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

OH PLEASE.

i dont know what the the fuss about.
if you did it, then so be it lah.
that is if i didn't say wrongly. if not why the damn big reaction?
why talk shit in the first place? HELLO?!
YOU NOT HAPPY WITH ME?
HA. tell you what. NEITHER DO I, OR DO I EVEN CARE.
come on lah, exams are coming.
got enough time to spare? why not spend it on something more meaningful.
like shut up. thats being considerate.
seriously man.

HAHAH.
you tell people to come tell me you are not happy. then after that ask her to come and give me one big slap. HA alright. how big can your slap get?
THE AREA of your palm? WOW.
arrgh. sucks lah. why do you even want to call people two face bitch ah?
dont understand lah.

and the most amusing. my name is FER so what? ASK ME GO EAT FER?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. come on, lets laugh with me.
WHATEVER LAH.

school has been stressing.
i didn't go for training today.
i know what mrs tan has to say. and i dont understand why she read our blogs.
so better not write what i want to say.
HA. omg. i made it so obvious about what i want to say.

mug mug.
midyears this friday?
ENGLISH?! omg. i better go revise revise. make all my notes. do all the nesscary.
and i dont even know alot of things lah.
so many subjects, just ONE brain!

AND resa told me this morning that stoning will lose brain cells!
come on, people! stop stoning! hahaha.
pretend to concentrate on everything! haha. every moment, every second!

recess was weird today. hmm.

RAWHH. stress stress!

had listening compre today. haha. quite easy lah. nicole and wz was arguing about the answer AFTER the exam. ive therefore thought about it, and made a decision.

I WILL NOT PARTICIPATE OR START A CONVERSATION ABOUT THE PAPER AFTER THE EXAM.

so as to not hurt my feelings and affect my mood for the next paper.
HA.

ive a feeling SOME people would be feeling frustrated, why i have no tagboard for them to SPAM.
HAHAAAAA. WHOOPS. it was INTENTIONAL.

so there.

2006-04-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

i must remember to blog about these stuff when im absolutely free of homework, revision and exams stress:

1. hockey dinner.
2. DAMN funny fight with my mother
3. 2.4? HAVE TO RUN TMR DURING TRNG LAH.
4. HOMEWORK HOMEWORK!
5. why people say WE are arrogant.

remind me ah.

2006-04-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

what a week man.

MONDAY.
i raised my hand at the wrong point of time when mr ng said smth about the nachos.
I JUST WANTED TO HELP OUT. hahah.
then i was in charge. haha. but quite fun.

had training on monday i think. but it was raining.
like slacked like shit. HAHA. we didn't even do anything?
whoosh. HAHAH. and its like we played like hockey ball kind of captains ball LAH.
and i played against LIMSINGH. HAHA.
and i LOST. rawhh.

HAHAH. met ah nette at the coffee shop.
did research of cheese at my house ntuc. TO NO AVAIL.

TUESDAY.
went to tiong after school to look for the CHEESE!
me, regine, eloise, denise and alyssa went to tiong the golden village to find the cheese thingy.
and they have the big tin one lor! AND THEY DONT WANT TO SELL TO US.
sickening lah. hahah.
not as if im selling in tiong! HAHA. maybe they add some secret ingredients you also dont know right. HAHA. whoops.

then dont have. WENT ALLLLLLL THE WAY TO IMM AT JURONG.
haha. saw karmila and hadley in the mrt. and there was this one guy who wanted to cross right, and he tried to squeeze throught lah. and his big fat ass made me fall down?! what the.
and i like fall sitting down. HAHA.

aand we walked so damn far to IMM from the mrt. and it was raining lah! haha.
so sickening. HAHA. we were all like suffering with our heavy bags of amath and emath books at the same time. haha. went to giant! hahah. and decided to ask the person. AND DONT HAVE!!!! rawh. DAMN SADDENING LAH. all the way there and NOTHING!!!
oh my gawd. HAHA. eloise bought the green peas thing. DAMN NICE. haha.
and at 80 cents. hehe. we were like all stealing it. haha. go eat kay! haha. we went to try some kraft cheese and the spaggethi those kind of topping but is cheese one.
we went home to try and IT SUCKS! haha. but is like some disgusting taste. haha. regine say hers is like gone when you put into the pan.
HAHA. so SHIBAI.

and we went to a VERY nice place, DAISO! HAHA. its like some jap place. hahah.
and so much hello kitty! haha. so damn cute lah. haha. and all 2 bucks.
OKAY LAH. quite ex. but still. SO CUTE! HAHAH.
i thank denise and alyssa for bringing me there.

took 143 home. so damn scary lah. i feel asleep in the bus. and i went to some place is like alot of bungalows. i thought i was like at woodlands or smth?! haha. and i thought the bus went a big round. so scary lah! i swear next time i will take mrt. eeeks. at least you know where.

WEDNESDAY
went to town with kelly and regine after school.
hanwei was in the bus with us too. but she didn't go.
heh. and we immediately walked the WRONG way when we got down the bus. haha. went to eat YOSHi at taka. haha. i find it amazing that i actually eat yoshi. heh. and cos we spent like more than 8 bucks right, then we can get a free spin. haha.
so we just make the thing until the FREE DRINK and tell the man we spin alr.
and he juust doesn't want to look at it. and then when we finally spin it, its GOOD DAY.
wth?! HAHA. so sickening lah.

ate the food. actually quite nice lah. regine's drink was going heywire. I DONT KNOW WHY.
haha. went to cold storage and finally found the cheese! aha.
we were like jumping like mad! cos it was lke super cold. so gross lor! haha. we actually found the CHEESSE! haha.

and we found the green peas thingy. only 50 CENTS AHHh! hah. chepaer than giant right! haha.
we grabbed all the remaining, and i found my fave wasabi thingy! haha. and i grabbed all too. only 2 lah. hahah. we sat down and ate outside auntie anne's there. haha.
some people walked pass us and said, NO HMK AH?! haha.
we were like HOMEWORKK... HOMEWORKK.. ALOT OF HOMEWORK AH!
haha. sickening people, come and care about us for what.

walked to heeren! haha. wanted to take neos, but 3 people cannot lah.
bought candy candy. HAH. and regine bought vinee's present. haha.
and we found the oil paper for the face one! haha. and its hello kitty! haha.
and its like not real but 2 bucks. and i bought it! haha.
KELLY BOUGHT IT TOO. and we shall use it in class tgt. haha.

went to the bus stop with regine. haha.
both of us were disguested that it was like rather late.
while waiting for the bus, regine suddenly told me that she keep hearing some AH PEK OR AH MA coughing. haha. then i kept looking around, dont have eh. haha.
and i kept looking into one guys direction, and he keep thinking im looking at him lah!
ERR NO. hah. yucks. and then regine suddenly realized that its the stupid speakers lah! hah. cos the advert for the bus stop is for some cough drops THINGY. hah.
regine couldnt stop laughing lah. haha. i needed to pee badly, thats why didn't laugh.
HAHA. and really she was like laughing quite hard. haha.
and the cough is not even some ah ma and ah pek. haha.
nobody around was coughing. we even looked around and see the people's reaction on why they keep hearing people coughing like mad and there was nobody. HAHAA.

THURSDAY.
went to school with a cold. whoosh.
hahah. mr ng didn't come. and there was physics test!
and im so damn sure that i flunked it. ROAR.
nvm lah, i didnt even bother to study for it. and the relief teacher was weird lah. me and kelly couldnt stop laughing at him. and he like keep flirting with the class people. haha.
and suddenly join out conversation?! what the hell.
and there was like AWKWARD sliences and he didn't want to leave. AIYO.
heard stories from sri about her tuitions. haha. her CHINESE tution. and guessed what? she was like the youngest member of her class. the oldest was like 55?! HAHAHA.
laughed like mad.

SYF after school. was not a very good one lah. kept getting scolding. even the person said we were quite restless. haha. and we had to dance like level by level. but the songs are quite nice.
and he kept comparing us to the SJI people lah. EYYER. of all schools, SJI. ___________.
lin was like mad. haha. she fall down and she made other people fell down on her. haha.
sri pointed out that whenever we finish one dance, we would look behind. thats quite true. haha.
and some irritating people were like bullying some people lah. so rude. like the way you dance very nice like that. damn poser lah. SICKENING.

FRIDAY!

the BAZAAR!
OMG. so crazy lah. it went pretty well.
haha. denise bought the STEAMER! thank God for her man. haha.
and SRI made pretty name tags for 3e! haha. i love the cheese! haha. i'll keep it okay. and regine made the stickers thing. haha. so cute!
and its like at first we set up everything alr, and then did everything.
and got no customers lah. haha. denise was like saying, BAD FENGSHUI AH! then yanling being OUR FENGSHUI MASTER did something, haha. and suddenly like ALOT ALOT of people came lah! OMG! it was like damn scary please! haha. we were like super busy. keept refilling the bowl of pototo chips, steaming cheese, collecting money, pulling people to come! haha.
OMG! IT WAS CRAZY! so happy lah. haha. like yan yan going hysterical. hahaha.
and when eloise opened the steamer and she said I CANT SEEE! AHA. cos her specs all went foggy. HAHAHA. hysterical man. annabelle crushing the chips and like shou mang jiao luan. haha. lin, nicole and the rest doing the publicity, pulling people to come and buy, POWER LAH THEY. haha. and i rmb desiree behind making all the chips and playing with them. HAHAH. it so funny lah! haha. eloise like kept saying that there isn't enough cheese and whenever i look at the tin, its still like the same amt! hahah.
then there came a point of time when we stopped business cos there was not enough chips. haha. mr ng has to go out to buy the chips. haha. and then we began again! haha. the hysterical starts again. and IT WAS ALL SOLD OUT!

haha. SO HAPPY LAH. thanks eloise and yan yan :DDD for the cheese making, denise, desiree for refilling the chips LIKE MADD and shouting for people to come, annabelle and regine for taking out the stuff and putting the chips in, all crumbs, and nicole, lin they all for publicity.
thanks yvonne for being the treasurer for the whole thing. thanks chinly for going to buy the cheese and lugging 6 kg of cheese to school. thanks denise for bringing 2 kg over of chips to school. thanks the music people for WIDELY pubilcsing the NACHOS. haha. thanks rena and resa for helping to carry the cheese and other people for skipping recess to go to the home ec room and try the cheese despite getting scolded. thanks to sri for helping us to make the name tags thingy. thanks to alyssa and yan yanfor being there whenever we need help and advice. thanks adel for helping me carrying the stuff. thanks nicole for making the really nice ZHAO PAI. thanks yan yan for helping to wash the steamer and stuff. thanks for offering the ALL the help that i need. THANKS REGINE FOR HELPING ME!! :DDD I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

oh man so happy. ahha. denise spotted hello kitty stuff and i went to buy! hahah.
so cute and cheap lah! haha. went to do henna too! haha. the person do damn fast.
jen cant do henna for nuts lah. haha.

went home to prepare for the dinner. haha.
was freaking late cos i watched tveee. hahah.

shall blog about the dinner later.

2006-04-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EASTER!

what a holy week.
went to church on thursday evening.
took cabb. rawh. hahah.
and then went for the maudy thurday mass.
wow. hahah. i stood at the back lah. haha.
came late and no space. HAHA.
we got muffins! haha. so that the father can bless it.
ahaha. cool right. INNOVATION.

after that, alterboys has pizza! haha.
i stole some from jerry and nandee. and its like some new weird veggie flavour?!
and it SUCKS. got some mayo smell. eeeeks.

hahah. and then. went off with ahnette to shift things. for the play on good friday! haha.
HAHAH. and shift and shift and shift! so bloody hot. haha.
went home at around 12 plus? heh.

woke up early the next day!
good friday play! haha. andy sexy ah. main role what : JESUS.
heh. hung around back stage with the rest.
YAY! haha. finally done and continued mass.
haha. father FRED is ()&)&#)(&() lah. arrgh.
so damn strict. eyyer.

helped to hide easter eggs and AND SHIFT SHIFT SHIFT.
bloodly tired lah. raining somemore.
went home to sleep sleep sleep. hahah.

game on sat. RAWH. lost against src by 2. bleah.
the northland coach played okay! aha. and she is quite pro. whoosh.
went to church at night then. hahha.
easter vigil! haha. sat with mathias and rp they all.
mathias drives me nuts lah! haha. I NEED SPACE! HAHA.
dont you get it? rachel was like suffering from laughing fits. HEH.
and we were sitting like RIGHT infront. whoosh.

hahah. cant eat the food cos its for RCIA people. RAWH.
WENT TO SEVEN ELEVEN to buy crap. ahhah.
i think we two got crazy. shouting like no one's business. HAHA.
i bet the whole purmei can hear us lah! haha.
sickening. we were damn high. haha.
got home at like 2? haha.

easter was fun! hahah.
dont tell you why.

and im like stupidly in charge of the nacho chips store for the bazaar thingy!
RAWH. can just die.
we went to tiong and then IMM today okay! hhaha.
me and regine could also almost die.
STUPID NACHO?! anyone know how to make the sauce?

2006-04-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

how can you say that i am not left behind.
when you have it all, you dont care a shit about it.
search throught the past for these reasons.
why wont you call yourself destruction?

why dont you tear my heart open and see that my weakness is that i care too much.
whatever for?
im sorry i cant help you get out of this fix.
cos i gotta move on with my own life.

you claim that the result wasn't important.
just admit it. i cant see your sincerity.
you think we cant tell you are downright disappointed.
cant you see that we are too? i tell you, we are the ones who wants it more than anyone in the universe. SO WHY?
we tried our best. i know i did.
so what more? oh my gawd.

i know. i saw the courage she had to go past you. wow.

come on. go look for them. go. dont turn back when you find that ive long gone. because your back turned against me gave me the wave.

i dont like the image of your back which i long stare after. i know i know. just forget it. because you will never be mine. take care of your health.

what do you call fair weathered?
when i tried to grab your hand, you sew your heart shut.
i believe its the time for ride awakening.
because when im sometimes sad, i feel that its all getting out of control.
but i realize that its never too late to live your life.
do or die.

somehow, i dont understand them.
i dont get the fact that they are who they are.
but i cant find any escape, for their actions affect me.
look over these imperfections, and skip all the formalities.
its time to start afresh.

i still dont understand why i have to pay it own my own accord.
hey God, i need you here.
find me in the dungeon of darkness.
break it through to save me and bring me out.
i'll be right there waiting, till my faith brings you here.
show me whats its like to be the last one standing.
prove it to them that i will never fall throught the cracks.
but please hurry, im falling.

till then, please hurry.

2006-04-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

2006-04-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

YUCKS.

i dont know why.
______________________________. *)&^*)#&*#.
RAWH RAWH.
i dont know the reason, and i dont wanna know why.
()&)$&*(.

i hate physics.
why cant i understand any of it? RAWH.

good fridy week.
ahh! church going then. sighs.

2006-04-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

haha.
i just read desiree's blog.
she said she wants to modify her diet.
more water, less carbo.
HELLO?! you are alr some low blood pressure person alr! and no carbo!
are you going to drive yourself to DEATH.

okays.
really sorry to mathias for screaming at him like some siao just now.
hahah. if im him right, i would like beat myself up lah.
i was like damn sickening. hahah.
SORRY MATHIAS! hahha. you damn fun to bully lah. HAH.

sorry lah. bad mooding. hahah.
i know you are nice.

Sports day today. whoosh.
caroline got 5th for evrything lah. so unexpected please.
whoosh. cos there were like so many caroline finalists running.
YAH. it came as a shock. cheerleading also got 5th.
BOOOHOO.

isabel was the 1st for this year. hahaha.
as usual. hahah.
marie's cheerleading was nice nice! hahah.
really unique. :DDD
GO MARIE! hahah.

me and shoe went around taking picutres with her camera. hahah.
i think she's really nice. hahah. REALLY.
i came like quite late in the morning to meet her at the mrt.
and she wasn't angry LAH. hahah.
and she went with me to go buy cup noodles and drinks too! haha.
so NICE right! haha. :DDD

HOCKEY came in first for inter cca! haha.
well done! :DD

went out with 3e people after sports day.
so damn hungry lah. hahah.
and i was like damn stink, cos sweated like alot.
and we were like I NEED TO CHANGE! HAHAH. me and sri needed to pee very badly. hahah. damn funny lah. ahha. so we went in to this departmental store. me and regine anyhow choose one shirt and said we wanted to try it out! haha.
but its just that we wanted to change into our pe attire! haha.

its like we finally did it.
and headed to town in mrt. hahah.
LOW BLOOD aka desiree doesn't want to tell us who she likes.
hmmmm. and she promised that she will TELL ME. haha.
say one ah.

ate mos burger. ahhah.
DENISE CHANGED MY BAG AGAIN.
tsk tsk. HAHAH. i was like WHERE'S MY PHONE !
ahaha. and "my" bag was like damn dirty LAH!
like seriously. HAHA. was like quite scared cos there was like pink highlighter marks in the bag.
WHAT THEEE. haha. so angry. hahah.
BUT. its actually denisa's bag. hahah.
RAWH! HAHA. shall change bag next week.
tsk tsk.

HAHAH. eloise and regine pierced ears! haha.
so i shared with eloise and pierced too.
hahah. i hope i wont get caught? haha.
me and regine was like WHY SO PAIN?!
HAHAH. and its like eloise was damn normal. whooosh.

walked to heeren to take neos! haha.
so funny lah. hahah.
and everyone was like squashed into the chair. hahah.
and its like they decorated for like damn long! haha.
cos the time didn't move.

me and sri was bored. hahah.
so we said to go look for another machine to take the next neoprint.
haha. and sri go and anyhow open the curtain thingy! haha.
and got people inside. ahha.
and she got the great idea to go and open everyone's.
hahah.

but when she opened on, she said nicole sitting down at the monkey bar thing at one of the machine. haha. LIKE PORN STAR! HAHA.
laughed like siao. HAHA.

and then we go and touch regine's sticking out butt and run away! haha.
i heard regine beating denise and say HEY WHY YOU TOUCH MY BUTT!!!?!
hahah. AND I WAS LIKE LAUGHING AWAY. whoosh.
HAHAH. now regine knows the truth.

HAHAH. the product. hahah.

so fun to take neos. haha.

went and buy candy! haha.
and i bought like alot alot. ahhaha.
sri bought like one whole bag of sunflower seeds! hahah.
NEH NEH. and its like she's damn protective of her seeds.

hahah. took a nonsense pic with yan yan. hahah.
i can die laughing with her. ahha.
she is damn funny lah. keep poking my neck.
she loves puma lah. haha.
and we were like singing celine dion song outside there.
hahh. her voice got like trembling one. HAHA.

neh neh. damn funny. went home after that.
walked to bus stop with regine.
saw py and parsa malam. bleah. hahaa.
ive been mean to this human, but i dont care.
I REALLY DONT LIKE. rawh.
keep pushing me for what! no wonder i screamed at you.
i took tissue for you LAH! sickening.

yeah. then regine left with py and pasar malam.
anna helped me look out for the bus cos i wasn't wearing contacts.
she almost strangled me cos i said pasar malam was her best friend. HAHA.
SORRY AN NA. haha.

YEAH. went for praise.
told lame jokes. hahah.
rachel pan is full of jokes LAH. haha.
hilarious shit. haha.

praise just aint the same again.
woosh.

2006-04-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

i dont know what the heck you are talking about.
i dont not wish to partcipate anw.

dont blame me for the things i do.

just want to rant it all out.

RAWH RAWH.
to the wallet theif!
i alr put up flyers! return it to me!
i mean, you cant do anything with my wallet.
didn't your mama teach you? thou shall not covet other people's goods.
come on ma, its NOT YOURS.

and this ______ what the hell.
do you have a life. talk talk talk about the same thing.
im so sick of it! i know you are good, but still?!
hello?! i mean like, what about other stufff.
so sick man.

and ____ what the hell.
stop flipping through my stuff like its yours.
my phone! hello. you are the reason why i have to put the damn password.
rawh. i need some privacy okay.
i dont care if you think im some petty shit. now i know why ___ gets so rawh when you try to look at her stuff. i mean, if people dont let you see, whats with the stupid face.
just so sick you know. what the hell.
i shall put some sign on my handbook so that you wont see it.
ask at least? and when you see something from my handbook.
not yours right. does it matter what i put inside.
just get off my back.

and now ____ is so boring.
RAWH. i dont understand what has been going on.
sucks lah.

LS and i did something bad today! hahah.
i hate doing things so secretive! hahah.
BUT ITS FUN! hahah.
okay lah, it was thrilling. hahah.

BAD LIM SINGH.

i wanna go and watch the cheng wei lian the concert.
he's blind, so what?

i think im more blind than him.
at least he has a fantastic talent.

so fat i cant take it anymore.
yucks man.
all that lard.
so sorry hor, im NOT dying to go out with you.
take what you owe me to the drains.
i dont need your ______ anymore.
im just utterly disgusted.
yucks.

just cant stand some sec 1 people.
whats with tearing up your belt infront of the entire public bus stop?
and screaming as if im tearing off your hair?!
and its like. what the.
what if i pull off your hair? isn't it worth it.
thanks man. may i have the honour?

i just want to pull out everyone's hair.

sports day tmr.
whoosh. have some council duty.
have to reach there by 710!?!

and im like some standby runner only.
note the word: STAND BY!

go so early for what.

wah lao. cant stand it sometimes.

2006-04-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

darn. haha.

my eyes are getting from bad to worse.
it was like all red and teary today after i slept during the confession thingy during RE today.
YAH! and i actually went for confession OKAY. haha.i feel quite 'light' after that.
and the father was like quite bad. haha.
as i read my sins off the paper ( yes. i wrote it down!) , he was like : yes, yes, yes.
HHAHA. denise said he was like damn bored. HAHAH.

and you know what! haha. denise improve like SHITTT for badminton OKAY! haha. i think is cos she had to play with regine cos i didn't come to school on MONDAY.
whoosh. hahah. and we can actually play a proper game today. hahah.
its actually fun okay! haha. but its like taxing for ME, cos i have to keep bending down to get the shuttlecock! YES, my that serving below the waist thing is PRETTY bad. HAHA.

received some S4 certificate today in the morning. whoosh.
have been going up there for these few days. haha.
saying prayer ( thrice in a row! ) and the bdiv thing. hahah.
than mrs kong was like " you are everywhere ah!" HA HA HA.
but i seriously miss S4! )): i hope we have some other camp again.
TOGETHER. whoosh. HAHA.
and we didn't even do much of the activites lah.
must really thank mr ng, for choosing me to go.
IF NOT AHH.. tsk tsk.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT.
i lost my wallet. AGAINNNN!
and i dont even know where i lost it. its like new you know! RAWH.
all my neos and everything. sickening.
im going to put up flyers at my house there.
using lesbo's prepaid card and use that number to write on the paper.
RAWH. give me back eh.
now i dont take other people's things alr, I KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE.

ive been losing things quite recently.
its like my specs, waterbottle ( yonex!) , my WALLET ))): , and my pink pencil! RAWH.
so sad lor. shall zip my bag from now on.
learnt my lesson alr. shall padlock it also la!
sickening eh.

sports day on fri. whoosh.
again like swimathon. shall find shihui to come slack again.
so damn tired lah.
didn't even do anything. the 'cheerleader' with extremely sharp sound was like screaming into my ear. what the hell. seriously man.
rawh. yeaah. its at clementi stadium again. whoosh.

i think im going to fail all my tests.
rawh.

i need to buy stuff. oh yah, and that wallet got the 50 bucks my aunt gave me. fuck la.
alright. usb cable for phone, prepaid top up card, bagpack. YAHH. need need man.
find me the money.. AND THE WALLET! freak it.

and ZHIYANG is the campus superstar. what the hell lah.
i voted like 9 times for geraldine! and dont know how many for renfred. )):
but aiya, so obvious teresa and ZHIYANG would win. bleah.

you know what. i cant stand ______. what the hell. she is like DAMN what lah.
i mean, say people, cannot say herself. and its like so _____ when i _____ _____ to her lah.
shitty witty. i know alot of people want to hear what you say lah, BUT NOT ME.
bitch.

i hate what life has to give me.
something good, perhaps?
its time so an exchange.

2006-04-01T12:01:00.000+08:00

this blog amuses me. CLICK.

i dont know man. hahah. i shall not say much.
later kena punch. HAHAH. ohwells.
her birthday today! haha. go wish go wish her! haha.

later got game.
probably not be playing la. SCC?
singapore cricket club? suppose to be pro i guess.
whoosh. please pray that ms martens bring my skirt.

tmr is the CAMPUS SUPERSTAR FINALS!!!!!
OMG. hahah. and adriano is not going to be in it.
hahah. but at least geraldine is. and renfred! hahah.
and its obvious who is gonna win LAH.
teresa and zhiyang RIGHT.

ohwells. had game today.
against scc? yeah. and its like so funny lah the game.
weizhen was captain! hahaa.
so lame. hahah. and its damn comical.
3 cheers is like that : three cheers three cheers three cheers ( pause for 5 seconds) HIP HIP! ....
HAHAH. wrong wrong wrong! haha.

another game with scc LIONESS tmr.
bleah. i think its gonna be hard. ohwells.
i have jen. its alright. HAHA.

okay then. its time to go mug.
and its saturday night! haha.
i watched chicken rice war just now.
errr show la. :D

have a good day tmr. :D

2006-03-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

SRI is funny. like seriously. HAHA.
she scared she die in a car accident soon then i say no lah, you would live a long life. hahah.
then she said, AIYA, dont curse me ah, live long suffer more.
WHAT THE?!

anw. what a weeek. ___caught twice.
and what!? teachers read blogs. so i do not wish to divugle details about my HAIR. HAHA.
i guess you would know. darn lah. catch catch catch.
and i cant cut it off yet.
because.. i made lenten pledges! haha.
say im a good catholic!

first one: dont go to friendster until lent ends!( which is good friday?! next next week!)
second: no cutting hair until good friday! ( hey! im suppose to cut on 7th of april LAH) which is like waiting for one extra week?! darn.

haha. i think the others is dont eat fast food and all that LAH. whoosh.

please pray that there wont be training tmr. LAZY AH. tsktsk.

rawh.

2006-03-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

dash dot dash.

haha. i thought that would be a nice introduction.
HA. im so lame.
i just feel like going to play and not doing homework.

i read lots of newspaper just now.
and what. teachers have blogs.
so i cant rant rant rant.

i mean. i hear what people say bad about me on blog also what.
just take it from a different light la.
just like change? or just accept that people like, or dont like you.
i mean, its like a freaking REACTION.
okay lah. i admit we have to be PERSONS for others.
i just dont know. its like restricitive like shit.
and if some teacher sees this, im dead.
cos im a ________. rawh.
im just someone who's looking for a space to rant.
RANT RANT RANT.
oh please dont rob me of this.

well. i think my life, on the relations, academic and cca sucks.
which is just about everything.

i know. WHATS NEW?

HA. i just dont know. wheee.
probably some alien gave me a brainwash when i was sleeping and pressed the malfunction button in my head.
if thats the case, please come back tonight and press it back to normal.
or is it just me? or 2006 just sucks?
or still sucking?

nehs. i suddenly saved up alot of money lately.
but then, i spent it all yesterday. HA.
i bought myself an huge wallet.
i cant live with small ones. what can you stuff in it?
ikea sale ytd. whoa. look at the Q mans.
and now i know what a nuisence it is to talk so loud.
the mother is like shouting at her son.
and even her son is like : MA. stop shouting.
and then she's like ( at the top of her voice) : im not shouting, im just TALKING LOUDLYYY.
and continues nagging. what the hell.

I SHALL TALK SOFTER. whoa.
is that an achievment that deserves the nobel prize? HA.

and i bot myself a bunch of assessment books.
off i go to do them now. HA.
mind you, im not serious.
who wants to do physics man. i got E8?

darn.

oh oh. i just feel darn shit now.
whats the point of planning? hahah.
i fail to go according to plan.
oh darn. i forgot to do the SA1 target setting.
SAI la. i just dont feel like doing anything get it?
whatever i do its like no use.
things dont change when i want to.

people just dont understand!
rawh. i feel like cowdung.
rawh. fine. change to maa maa.

2006-03-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

look at my dream team.

friends you can never find elsewhere.

look at the sky. its says 'T'.

its the theresians that rule.

comeon, God is on our side.

away with those who dont believe in us.

we proved it.

there it is.

2006-03-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

WHOO. its bronze.
yes, we beat northland on wednesday.
we played for the normal 70 minutes and then NO goal.
played 10 mins of golden goal, NO GOAL.
and it all boils down to penalty flicks.
weizhen and hanwei both scored.
till the final flick by northland, where it determines the 3rd or 4th position.
LAM SAVED IT! :DDD
our dear great wall of china. so proud of you!
at least we got a 3rd. as a team.
well. what could one ask for when we have a dream team right there.
well. not the result.
the process.

remember the trainings, looking for faults and flaws.
improving ourselves, seeking for the best.
the fire that burns in us for U21. remember how focused we were.
encouraging each other, exchanging tips.
finding ways to play good hockey.

its 3rd we achieved, then so be it.

watched the finals today.
oh man. how exciting. st nicks VS crescent.
ohwells. again, its 0-0 for the first 70 mins, and then golden goal. none too.
and the winning went to ST NICKS for the penalty.
well. the better team deserves to win. and there you go, its st nicks.
i think they deserve it, they play good hockey.
but we think they are good, thats why they are good.
HAHA. ohwells. i guess you wont know what im saying.
alright. yeah.

of cos i would have loved for us to be in their position.
you cant help having that tinch of _____ to be them.
next year then.

i want to change stick!

watched the boys match later.
finals. RI vs NORTHLAND.

oh man. tough fight.
northland scored an early goal.
yeah. and the win went to northland.
but i still support RI. duh.
small christian grew taller! haha.
and there's a new member! haha. BALDIE.
oh man, he's good i tell you.
and you see him, after the match. so POOR thing LAH.
cos he's like quite sad. and then he really looked DAMN sad lah.
like he look down.
and when everyone cheered, he was like mumbling, some blah blah thing.
hmm. so sad lor. )): 17,15:DD

alright.
mr chandran say no talking bad about other people on blogsites. that will hurt people's feelings.
teachers actually read blogsites?! oh man.

anw. _____ has a certain problem with me waiting for her to search for her nametag and put it on. she has a HUGE problem with me, cos i stood there without a single expression. TELLING HER WHOLE CLASS that i am vulgar, blah blah. yes, i cut the q. but so what. you never tell me. at least i don't do it ever again. and what about you? no more excuse to back you up, and have to use the same old lame excuse AGAIN AND AGAIN. HA. omg. so lame. its like so absurd lah. you are like telling you whole entire class about me, when all i did was like KINDLY waited for you to put on your darn nametag. you are spreading RUMOURS about me?! HAHA. i dont know laugh at this or be angry. its like seriously man. you take a look and see, you are just harping on and on. do you think people are actually listening to you, shooting your rubbish non-stop from your machine gun mouth. oh please. put your mouth to better use.

right man. please lah.

2006-03-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

deja vu.
except that its not in dreams, its real.

ohwells. its not the finals we would be anticipating for,
its the 3rd and 4th.
but job well done girls, you guys make me proud of being part of the theresian hockey team.
lam, ah ma, ber, jillian, marissa, hitomi, charisa, ying, weizhen,hanwei, felissa, shihui, jeslyn, lesbo, jenn, nikki, maddy, sush, ona.

thank you for giving me the experience of a lifetime.

i think ive been pretty mean lately.
its time to change, because.
ive realize that i have to look at the good points, and overlook the bad.
everyone, utimately has weaknesses.
i have plenty, thats all.

target to be nice to at least 5 people tommorrow.
ohwells. time to buck up this term.
no time to waste, no excuse to do badly.
look at my emaths man. RAWH. killing myself please.
study study like hell.
time to buck up, UP UPPPP.

alright. thanks to lesbo, wz and lam for making my day a little better.
i think lam is a good motivator. she did a good job too in todays game.

come to think of it, i think i forgot the feeling of being ever so happy, elated.
i wondered if i had even smiled genuinely for the past few weeks.
its just not coming from the heart.
i think maybe im just so used to being so.. YAH.
i kept thinking of the past. forget the what ifs.
i dont know what to think anymore.
negative thoughts plunged through everywhere.
whats the meaning of life anyway.

the people, has been challenging me.
find ways to see if im tolerable or patient enough.
i think ive outrightly failed the test.
today, in english, regine described me as loud.
but i cant hear myself and my heart speak.
im just acting like a devils advocate.

you are right. im sad.
outright.

its just too bad. find me a reason, why not.

2006-03-18T10:38:00.000+08:00

its been an emotional rollercoaster ride.

its been one week holidays.
and its drawing to an end soon.
a week of classes, slacking and trainings.
not quite an ideal way to spend holidays, but then again, i cant help it.

monday will be our semi finals against st nics.
damn. this always reminds me of last year, our encounter with st nics at cdiv.
but its the past.
so im quite excited to see what we have this year.

mrs tan showed us a video on thurs on our U21 finals with UWC.
which what everyone said it was our bestest best game we have ever played.

it should be our aim to play like that every single game.
i saw the video and something touched me within.
its as if all our hardwork was captured in that short clip.
everyone was so focused and concentrated on getting that win we always wanted.
it was the only chance, because its the finals.
its like, a life and death matter.

so is our game on monday with st nics.
with uwc, we believed that we could do it, and we wanted it so much, AND WE DID!
so i think the one with st nicks, we better think that way too.
and we will, get IT :DDD

thinking about the past all day long is driving me nuts.
RAWH. find me a leeway to escape into a world which you dont exist.
im starting to be so crazy over you that i even went to look for you?!
nahs. its not apporiate. its not something i should do.

im starting to look at people with a wall around me.
not because im being extremely cautious, but because betrayal leads me to this.
so what if its like million years of friendship? when you turned your back, i knew it wasn't 'friends' anymore.
dont blame me.

2006-03-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM TAMAN!

what a trip man.

hahah. first night at the bat cave.
oh man. the cave is like super d duper big mans!
its like whoa. its a CAVE!! hah.
and its like 130 million years old i guess. hahah.
we stayed in tents there. me, regine, wz and lin in a same tent.
mr leslie happily told us, ' there! the red tent!'
so we went in the red tent and said to ourselves, ' wah, mr leslie really likes us ah, give us such a big tent. ' HAHAH.
then people started coming to us and say, EH YOUR TENT SO SMALL PLEASE!

hahah. after much speculation, we realized that its really SMALL. hahah.
we wanted to change tents with ona they all cos they have 3 people and we have four.
so we happily changed the tent, and then we all sat down.
and we suddenly said ' CAN WE CHANGE BACK?'
hahah. AND WE DID! haha. heng ona they all didn't kill us or something.

and we played a game called confidence walk where we have to blindfold ourselves and your partner has to tell you the direction to where you have to walk.
and i tell you! its qute scary please. hahah. i almost fell into a hole! hahah.
can just die please. HAHAH.
and weizhen has weird steps. hahah. its like we say 'LIFT" so you have to lift your leg to like go up a step right, she lift like siao!? hahah. COMICAL MANS.

and we had night walk! hahah. quite okay lah. hahah.
pulai one was more scarier please. HAHA.
and and i saw TWO fireflies! so nice OKAY.
:DDDD

sleeping at the tent.
oh man. hahah. rocks all around. hahah.
so hard to sleep! hahah.

but then its quite cooling lah.
we talked and talked. and then fell asleep.
BUT. we awoke to a horrrible LOUD sound.
SNORING! and its like so freaking loud, it filled the whole cave.
and the cave is like so freaking big. dont know how many of our sch hall lah.
and its like SNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRE!
SO LOUD LAH. hahah. i bet it has echo.

then me, lin and regine wanted to go pee. hahah.
and we thought like it was like time to wake up alr. so we went to brush teeth also.
HAHAH. and we saw who the snorer was, MR LESLIE!!!!
what the hell. and who was the one who said that whoever snores, the entire place can hear you.
i bet he was talking about himself LAH.

hahah. and when we came back, wz told us it was like 1am?! and ive already brushed my teeeth?! and of cos, he was still snoring. HAHAHA.

NEXT DAY.

caving and abseiling! hahah.
sri was like super scared of caving.
hahah. and we went caving first!
oh man. so many small holes to climb! hah.
and weizhen happily wore gloves?! HAHH.
she was like the only one.

we climbed climbed! saw bats sleeping! hahh.
and the caves were like really beautiful you know.
all the rocks seem to look some creature or another.
so fun!

OH MAN. and the last part. they brought us to the last part of the cave.
and like we all have to surrender our torchlights, and then as a whole group, we have to climb out of the cave in total darkness.
and its like so dark that you cant even see your out stretched hand.

and its like a horrible slope and very hard to climb even with light i guess.
oh man. HAHAH. but i dont know why everyone climb so damn fast LAH. hahah.
i was like wondering how the hell im gona go out.

its like our turn! hahah.
and we made it out! hahah.
i think i fell like so many times that i gave up and crawled on my knees.
poor track pants! hahah. dirty like hell!

and its over! pheww. HAHAH.
all the small small holes!

and then abseiling !
we got the grade2 wall! haha. and its like not even a wall la.
its like rocks . mountain/cliff those kind la. EWWW.
so freaking high. im like so super d duper scared LAH.
so high when you look down! hahah. and you know you are not suppose to use your left hand and grad the rope right, cos you would have rope burn. i grab until like shit! hahaha. and my hand all red red alr. probably cos im too scared of heights. hahah.
but its like so fast la !hahah. i kept asking the uncle to talk to me! haha.
so i wont panic and get scared! but once mr leslie talked to me ah! i lost control PLEASE.
so i just came down like that! hahah.

and sam was like super funny! hahah.
she was like doing some drunk dance when she was about to come down! hahah.
COMICAL MANS. i told her that if she comes down safely, i would buy her biscuit! hahah.
and im gonna buy her OKAY! :DD

HAHAH. okay. then its like all done! hahah. we went back to pack our stuff and return to a more civilisation place ---> the DORMMMM! HAHAH.
yay. hahah. and i haven sat in a this LAN bus for like how many light years. hahah.
there are like ants on the seats. and the seats are like tattered and torn. WHOOSH.
hahah. and its like SUPER hot inside. HAHAH.

and we shared the bus with like SO many people, we could DIE. HAHA.
hahha. but when the bus move, its okay la. hahah.
and desiree was like desperately trying to take pictures of the cliff as we passed by it in the bus. HAHAH. its like panicking please. HAHA.
and when she finally took her camera out, the view was like blocked by all the trees.
and when its finally clear , she begins to take out her camera, and its all blocked AGAIN!

HAHAH. omg. its so hilarious. hahah.
and she is super dramatic please. hahah.
apparently she has made friends with the caterpillar at the cave which she named LARY.
hahah. so as we left the cave, she was like... LARRRRRRRYYY, IM SO SORRY TO LEAVE YOU THERE ... and her face was like OHMY GAWD. hilarious like shit AH.
that she bu de face, omg. HAHAHA.
OH YAHH. and we drove into a plantation resort thing. HAHA.
just outside is this run-down dirty thingy that is repair motorcycles one. HAHA.
and we all thought this was our dorm cos we like stopped outside it. HAHAH.
omg. and its like we kept passing by very nice places. WHICH IS NOT OUR DORM.
is like from first class to the last class. and of cos, ours is LAST CLASSS. HAHAHA.
we were like giving ourselves false hopes. HAHA.
so sickening.

DORM!
whee. i almost had no bed. HAHA.
its quite nice lah. i got a bad bed. its like above adela and its like super hot.
and i dont dare to stay there cos its like by the window.
imagine the amount of bugs!

hahah. OHWELLS. ive been dragging this for days.
im really too lazy to continue. hahh.
blog about it next time OKAY :D

2006-03-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

this is one of the times, i feel so darn sad.

its not one, but all.

2006-03-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

SHITTY. i think the whole world is going against me.
even my own BODYY.

like now i have sore eyes. )):
AND IM GOING TAMAN TMR.

but actually quite happy to be away from all these shit stuff happening.
spending time with my classmates seems to be auch a appealing idea.
i would miss not playing hockey for so long eh.
but then again, getting away from all those people seems like such a good idea.

i would certainly miss ah nette. :D HAHAH.
yay. only her i guess. yeaaah.
i think i shall start going to 1230 mass soon. i think its like much better.
and the songs are nice OKAY.
and i can wake up later. HAHAH. quite good right.

i cant be bothered much about fair weathered friends.
because only true friends count.

its such a wonder, because i use to think that the topic of friendship shouldn't be harped on 24/7, but i think its important, because it is vital. and its becoming surreal to me that some people do exist. and its not within your control.

thats where tolerance come in.

2006-03-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

what a fucked up day.

its been a long one too.
with all the wrong things happening at the wrong time.

firstly, look at how much i got for physics,
i think i got the lowest in class.
NINE AND A HALF!!!
what the hell. i think i heard the wrong calling for me to take physics LAH.
quite shitty AH. but surprisingly, im not that depressed.
cos im totally clueless about physics.
and even if you explain it to me, i still wont understand.
thats how made i could get.

and then, i dont know where is my water bottle again.

after that was chem i think, and i got like chao low as well.
dont talk about it man. RAWHH. and its like ALL careless mistakes. )):

then it was the crescent match.
i think it was like the worst game for myself for the whole bdiv season.
rawh. i think i would have dig a hole and sink inside. so shitty.
HAHA. it was like a good and not good game. everyone was not that focused actually.
rawh. thank goodness my "confidence" came! hahah.
LIMSINGH! haha. :D i tell you, she make me less nervous. REALLY.

as im about to say something, i think that tolerance is a much better option.
HMMM. and like yuhua won st nicks 1-0! oh man.
i totally didn't expect that.

we drew with crescent anyway. 1-1. and the goal we let in was SLOW.
sighs. i dont know what to say.

wanna hide from me, then hide la.
who needs this kind of *($^^$*(#$)#(&() mans.
RAWWWH. now i know what ah nette means.

ANW. i think i have sore eye. or what hanwei had before, internal bleeding in the EYE.
thats quite scary right. HAHAH. how can you bleed in the eye.
AHHH. azin the bleeding is not the bloood drip all out LAH.
hahah. PLEASE.

and and and. MS MARTENS is gona leave OKAY.
thats quite saddd. )): i dont like! how can she leave!
RAWHH. cant like some other people leaave. )):
I WILL MISS YOU!

and and and. i think i cant focus when there are too many people i know watching the game.
YEAAH. tune out distractions MAN.

RAWH. time to do some reflections.
AND. its time to go taman soon.
i dont like the food!

2006-03-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

i have a best friend who is my fair weathered friend.

CA IS OVERRRRR.
im happy and not happy at the same time.
happy cos i dont have to waste paper and mug all day long.
and have to listen in class to hear whether got any hints or not.

not happy COS i did real BADLYYYYY. )):
YAH LOR. i think i din study enough.
and its like quite pressuring cos like everone in the class is so freaking smart.
no more tessa and elmo to help me destress )):

game against teckwhye ytd.
whoo. the salizah got play and also the zee!

we won! ( YAY! ) BUT, we didn't play as well la.
so its like not quite good. hahah.
danker said that our best performance was the finals against UWC.
hahah. i guess its the mentailty that we have to play our best best cos its the only chance we have. to win the championship.

ohwells. i hope that the upcoming games against tougher team, we will have the 'finals" mentality. PLAY TO OUR 24564% alright?
i believe that the best team will win!
AND IT WILL BE THE THERESIANS! :DDDD
i know we all want it more than the others, and we all want the same thing!
lets do this for ms martens! cos she's leaving! ))):

its like she has done so much for us. like the cards, the mental preparation book and being there for everygame for our u21 and sometimes our bdiv. giving us encouragement even when we play like shit.
it really do wonders and she made me realize that encouragment goes a long way. :)

efl next week! me and shoe are the only ones excited to go LAH.
hahaha. I ALSO dont know what to bring. are we suppose to pack alr? HAHA.
i think im going to bring all my old clothes. then i can throw all when i get it dirrty.
and i dont have to bring any home! hahaha.
oh shits. remind me that the mass tins are in my locker. HAHAH.
me and wz got new ones :D

OKAYYY. dont look at me like thaaat.

HAHAHA. ohwells. ive got homework. for cate class and for geog.
ive practically wasted all day at home todaty.
eatting sleeping eating sleeping.
omg i haven slept for so long in such a while alr.
HOW GOOD IT FEELS MANS. yay.
i think i live to sleep or smth. HAHA.

i have not done anything in the whole day. time to go do the chart thingy.
WHOOO. im gg to fail all my exams.
not a good omen.

i miss going out till late at night.
but then i thought there's going to be some curfew thingy man.
oopps. HAHA. i then dont want police to write letters to my mama.
SHE CANT TAKE IT. hahaha. OKAY WHATEVER.

after efl mans. i wanna go out till dawn. HAHAH.
okay okay, not so late la. midnight would be fine.
LESBOOOOOOOOO! read this!

ohwells.
im like non-existant.
sighs.

2006-03-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

i dont understand alot of things. REALLY.

why must we have arguments and disagreements?
cant we just all be happy and compromise?

why cant we just think about the consequences when we do smth?
why must there be consequences?

why cant we just understand each other within a snap of our fingers?
why do i not understand you?

why must you freaking pretend that i dont exist?
why dont you just disappear?

why must life be so nonsensical?
can't it all just makes some sense?

darn mans. stress all around.
exams all week! RAWH. and only 45mins for a freaking paper!
so far, i have not finished one paper IN TIME.
NEVER LOR. what the hell.

THIS Sucks! 3 more papers to go!
physics and amaths tmr. i wonder how those triple people survive.
WHOO man. i cant study anymore now. WHOO.

big game this friday. first game of the qualifying round.
against our dear teck whye. and most probably crescent.

whee. they are not our greatest enemy. WE are our own enemy.
So, i shall defeat the enemy in me that is afraid of CRESCNT, ST NICKS, NORTHLAND and not be afraid. i realize that i perform better without pressure.
i might as well think that all opponents are clowns RIGHT.

thats quite cool ah. :D HAHAH.
okay. but i cannot start laughing in the pitch. thats a big NONO.
hmmm. thats BADD, as a matter of fact.

RAWH. i realize that i have some people i could trust on.
i hate those who claim to be my friends.
YEAH. so hanwei is not one of them.
i know how you feel okay. SAI AND a nig failure.
everything is not going your way and its like it just sucks. RIGHT?
im no mr s rejaratnam, not very good with words.

OHH. speaking of words. i think i failed my english paper..
as well as my emaths.
as well as my chinese.
as well as my chem.
ohoho. as well as my SS
and of yahh. my lit as well.

opps. for your info, its like all my papers.
so THEREFORE, im gonna fail everything. WHOO.

2006-02-25T11:54:00.000+08:00

sadness is seriously contagious.
is it gonna some kind of pandamic that is going to spread to us all?
how do you feel sadness anyway?

is it when your heart feels heavy, and memories of the past floods your mind?
or is it when you feel like everything is against you and no one is by your side?

i dont know which one is worst.
the worst is being sad.

come on, dont let that mere 3 letter word get you down.
we dont understand it anyway.

you never know, what you guys are going though, i have been through exactly.
just that you never know. ohwells.

STUDENT INVESTITURE.
oh man. what a fright. i was like sitting quite infront yesterday. YAHHH.
cos i was in SAC. hahah. anw. kinda fun!
i was suppose to go lit class with shihui actually but they said we have to go for some briefing.
then i went! shihui went for lit class alone okay! hahah. i FEEL BADD.
sorry shoe! and she is angry one lor. hahah. but she claims she is not. HAHA.

OH MAN. ushering duty. HAHA.
i was like the first.
then they happily made me open the cab door of the people from other schools.
and it was like ACSI. HAHAH.
and he looked at me like WHAT THE HELL. HAHAH. i hurriedly explained that i was certainly NOT the door person. HHAH.
and ushered parents, students. BLAH BLAH. haah.
talked rubbish with SYLVIA lee. HAHA. and she is super lame with her small cybershot camera. HAHAH. took some nonsense pictures. HAHA.

AHHH. finally 12.05!
time for the march in! OMG. all of us were like standing outside the audi so nervous PLEASE. hahah. and i was sweating like SHIT. hahah. and then keep making uniform and hair! haha. wileen and olivia so good lah. FAN ME OKAY. :DDD hahah.
finally to go in! AHHH. hahah. the music is like so COOL. and lucky i didn't fall down.
olivia said if i fell down she would laugh at me very loudly. HA HA.
see i didn't fall.

BLAH BLAH. hahah. speech and everything. i tell you our school sound system is like SAI.
so we should seriously have some fund rising thing. YAHH.
anw. so our turn to receive. OMG. so scary LAH. its like my hands were cold.
but now we have a new badge! hahah. and niiki was the passing of the tray person.
she was suppose to be the MCEE okay.

ANW. my school was like the ACSI. and it turned out to be the ones the i opened the door for. :
HAHAH. quite nice guys la. hahah. quite polite too. and i realize that their school fees a month is 250 bucks. and those that want to get into the school but the marks not good enough right, they have to pay 22k?! WHAT THE HELL. for the freeaking entrance fee?
and and and they have air con for like everything. classrooms, and even the CANTEEN LA. why the hell would you need aircon in the canteen? ERRRRRR.
spoiled lah they all. hahah. forever looking for an aircon place.

HAHAH. okay. they were like one of the last schools to leave.
but not the latest. when i left, tes was still playing pool with her henderson friends?!
HAHAH. not bad right. :D

well dont exco! hahah. i had fun.

update about the hockey thing later!
i resolved to study super hard today.
and now its my break time.

and im sad that Mr S. Rajaratnam has passed away.
peace in peace.

2006-02-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

there are many things happening at the same time.
but what exactly do i want to focus on?
they are all important, but how do i fare?

punggol game today.
6-0.
the team played pretty well, with quite alot of shortcorners.
and we are in the 2nd round! whoo.
we must continue to work work work!
next game for quarters round is next friday.
against teck whye! RAWHH.
and then its against st nicks or crescent.
HMM. i certainly hope we get the latter.

homework, tests and CA next week!
it seems like we began school like last week please.
AHH. im still thinking about the hols. which is like TOTALLY WRONG.
i dont know how to began studying.
OKAY. i wanna plan NOW.
sat and sunday are crucial studying DAYS.
EEEEEESENTIAL. REALLY.

omg. CA is next week! BETTER GO STUDY NOW.
rawh. im kinda slow. and i dont know how i am gona study LAH.
mon is emaths and LIT.

stupid macbeth. i dont understand why you didn't want to kill duncan and let fate takes its course. WHAAAAATEVER LA.

darn. im still fighting with my mama. what the hell LAH.
im dont that forgiving.
STOP accusing me of things i didn't DO LA.

OHHH. during today's game right, suddenly mr ng came out of nowhere and shouted FER JIA YOU!! i was like WHAAAAAAAAAT. quite scared ahhh.

EWWW. hahaha. so funny. thanks anw :D

2006-02-20T17:31:00.000+08:00

WHOO.

no one will be able to get my hundred bucks.
HAHA. cos you DONT know how exactly.
hahah. BE SPECIFIC you know.

so yeah. 100 bucks up for grabs.
haha say easy, but then again, NOT SO.

hahah.
whoo. i like weekends more than school.
who doesn't? hmmm.

saturday.
supposedly ACJC with church people.
but some others didn't wanna go.
ended up in safra watching the guys play CS.
quite fun okay. but then its like NOT FAIR. you shoot the person so many times and then when he just shoots you one time, you die first.
WHAT THE HELL RIGHT.
its like there's no justice LAH. you wasted more bullets you know!

ANYWAY. its like really fun.
michael aka gay partner is SWAKU la. haha.
joachim was like quite pekchek. HAHAH.
cammie had to do it. ohwells.

great world after the time's up with joachim, gay partner and cam.
HAHA. cam annouced that the MILKSHAKES of MACS is back.
everyone was like WHOAAAA. the milkshakes are BACK. in a dramatic way of course.
errr. guys.
and then for lunch. whoops. hahah.
am like super full lah. i ate the chicken thing. which is like so freaking alot.
hahha. i was like struggling PLEASE.
joachim say if i finish he buy me milk shake! HA.

arcade for dont know what.
playign some game. and then you randomly press to gain the level.
YAH. and they were like addicted to it.
heng i wasn't HAHA.
someone caught the big hello kitty soft toy PLEASE.
and i didn't!!
WHAT THE HELL.

ben and jerry's! ahah.
dustbin is called MOOMOO. RIGHT.
hahah. and cam happily spilled the drink of water. HAHA.
and he doens't eat bananas. HAHA.

fun fun.
i watched i not stupid too.
OMG. i can kill myself. its like the nicest movie i tell you.
RAWH. its so nice for goodness sake.
i can watch it for another 2146543 times. REALLY.
im gonna buy the vcd once it comes out.
with coyote ugly. YAY. :D
come out sooon LAHH.

okay.
i think i have been mean to CERTAIN people in church.
OKAY. im sorry. i should not have walked away OR rolled my eyes at you.
its not my fault that you did many shitty things to me and expects me to treat you like NORMALLY. therefore, i apologise.
i apologise for being rude to you because you are a not so nice person.
maybe cos you always take advantage of people, and maybe their FOOD.
and of cos you wont read this. so its OKAY.
:D

CHURCH was okay.
anne lui didn't come ytd! HAHA.
me and RP was crazy over the SONG. hahah.
NICE OKAY. hahah. sunday class was fun with francis. HAHA.
no more naggings! haha. we have challenges.
hahah. my group is like called purpinkpong and the other was chikcen bananaa dog.
WHAAAT. haha. we need creative thinking lessons. HEH.

did tons of math with coz and ivan. HAHA.
I HATE AMATH. like seriously.
went to ps with nandee and ah nette.
played with long john's cheese. EWWW.
damn gross, but it looks like a historical moument anw. HAHAH.

yupps. HAHAH. saw talleah on the way back.
oh man! i miss S4 so freaking much. RAWH.
i want to go back to the three days two nights PLEASE.
)))):

school sucks.
dont understand why a human being would steal my specs.
SO DEPRESSING LA. sucks la.
give it back will DIE AH.
rawh. i hate life.
so closh. but still.
oh btw, closh is cliche and something like sucky LAH.
but its really CLOSH.

I HATE.

2006-02-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

my personal message is true.
i dont like them. i really dont. its so hard to understand whats going on.
i dont like to ask all the secrets going around.
i dont bother. so dont be obliged to tell me your little stuff.
i will listen, but not to the extend that i have to know stuff that you dont want me to know.

im just so sick and tired.
OF all. its like a huge competition for dont know what.
RAWH. no more.

i miss MO. and TESSA. ):

FUN SPLASH.
CAROLINE 3rd :D

2006-02-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

U21 tournament, CHAMPIONS!

this made my day and is the best thing that ever happened to me in this YEAR.
OMG. i still cant believe we won.
CHAMPIONS you know. its like so long we nv get first for smth alr.
ahhh. KILL MYSELF.

hahah. and like during the game so funny okay.
hahah. cos we playing against UWC right, then i had to mark the high forward.
HAHA. and then i kept like following her and sticking with her right.
she go UP, i also go UP.
she take 3 steps i also take 3 steps. HAHAH.

i think i was irritating. BUT ANW.
hahah. the coach said " play along with her, move around! let her follow you."
HAHAH. then i was like " I THEN DONT WANT TO PLAY WITH YOU AH"

hahah. OKAY LA. hahah. then when i needed to go up and pressure right, hahah.
i was like in chinese : ah ma! she wants to play with you! so you go and play with her okay! then later i will come back and play with her! "

HAHAH. and then we kept telling each other to "play" with the girl. HAHAH.
even fer lai used that. HAHAH.

OH YAH. the score was 3-1. i tell you, the umpires so KAYU lor.
its like she lift the ball so HIGH and he still allow her to carry on.
and DO it again. what the hell.

and and right! its like shortcorner right, and its like TOUCH SOMEONE'S LEGS.
and then of cos its another shortcorner RIGHT. and then ah.
the ball WENT in okay. AND THEN SHE BLEW FOR THE GOAL LOR.
but what the hell! she alr blew for shortcorner what.
ADVANTAGE MY FOOT AH.

SHE ALR BLEW RIGHT.

hahah. but we stilll won. good goals by marissa, ber and wz! :DDD
well done well done! HAHA.

and and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLYN AND NIKKI! :D
HOPE YOU HAD A SWEET 16!

hahah. what a nice sweet 16 present! haha. you get champions!

hahah. we took MANY many PICTURES and ate cake! hahah.

i love TODAYY.

2006-02-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

its so ironic.
its like suppose to be a better year for the GOATS okay.
finanacial, love life, career is supoose to be good lor.
only health isn't.
so why izzit so fucked up?

maaaaa.

won yuhua's match today.
2-0. tough one mans.
marissa is the star for today's game :D whoo.
everyone played well.
lam xinni must shout louder ah. HAHA.
and UNDERSTAND that you cannot always manmark the person.
mr danker: me and ying ying understand each other.
its called NATURAL reaction please.
stop putting me down dorks.

ive already tried my best. get it?

carolyn and charisa is like getting the bug.
azin sick lah. HAHA.
and nikki has a recovering ankle but lesbo has a newly sprained ankle.
oh shucks. thats badd.
PEOPLE! take care of yourself. REALLY.

finals tmr. who are we playing against?
i dont know. hmm.

uwc or crescent? ohwells.

i feel the butterflies. flap flap.
dont understand. makes me think back of the st nicks cdiv game.
oh wells. that was bad and silly of us.
:D its all over though.
we havd bdiv 2006 now.

i reallly believe we deserve a place in the finals.
may the best team win.

i hate mr ng.
i really do. what the hell is with diaoing.
sickening you know.

oh read my blog. HA. i bet you need more time to fuss with your hair, until you have no time for anything else.
so why should i worry that you would come to my blog?
its gonna be a silly worry anyway.

shouldn't worry about things you cannot control.
RAWH. i just hate it that i have to see him in school every single day.
its like we have at least 2 periods with him a day.

its like please? whats the good of putting us down all day long?
its like putting yourself in higher position to spill all the badd stuff.
ever heard of the word encouragment? if you only know how to say other people, then why cant you take some bloody shit time to REFLECT on your shitty actions and of cos WORDS?
since you emphasize on this REFLECTION thing? come on! practice it and SHOW.

lead by example, mr ng.

i have to find my bloody specs.

RAWH. i hate to go to church. i really do.
get lost i will. RAWH. get lost get lost get lost.

i have homework, i have hockey.

focus on the thing you are doing now.
think about what you are going to do next later.
BRUCE!

i hate martha too. go away from us.

i pray that i would find my specs, not find fault with people who are too dumb to control their words and irritating actions and i pray that we play good tmr. we deserve the champions.

amen.

2006-02-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL.

okay. moving on is good.
im dead tired. i dont know why.
i just want to sleep for 3 days flat.
grant me the wish!

and the person hasn't return me my specs yet.
RAWHH. whats wrong with YOUUU.

first match against yuhua this friday.
WHOO. we must be composed.
we can do it! (:

thanks to ms martens for taking the effort to help us make the cards and book,
mrs nicole tan for posting and updating us on the blog and being so proud of us,
and of cos mr tan and ms quek.

THANK YOU!

training, training and more training.
i have no mind to think.
I NEED SLEEP!
I NEED 30 HOURS IN A DAAAAY.

okay kill me.

DRINK LOTS OF WATER. its good.

a mere 2% drop in body warer can trigger fuzzy short term memory, trouble with basic maths and difficulty focusing on the computer screeen or a printed page.

and drink 5 glasses of water a day can decrease the risk of colon cancer by 45% and breast cancer by 79%.

bottoms up.

2006-02-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

im STRESSED AND SWAMPED.
like seriously.
i have to complete all these. RAWH.

study for CHEM test (tues)
study for MATH test (mon, tues or weds)
MACBETH lit (tues)
study for GEOG test (fri)
chinese ZUO WEN ( fri)

and i have like training and games all week. OH KILL ME.

GIVE ME BACK MY SPECS LA. rawhh.

won CRESCENT game today. 1-0.

whoo :D nice goal by hanwei HAHAH. well done girl. i was like chao tired. and im glad that i pulled. do more do more.

WE ARE IN THE FINALS?! so crazy. no semis nothing? EYYER. AHAH. delta 7pm.

2006-02-04T10:23:00.000+08:00

i find joy in reading hanwei's blog.
really. hahah.
i probably wont have a carrer in 10 years time.
i dont even know what i want to do now.
hahah. so how.

this weeek has been a full crap.
starting from tues.
I LOST MY EZLNK.
what crap right.
visited regine's, felissa's and ah nette's house on the very same day.
WHAT A DAY.
all the goodies and food.
HAHA. but too bad im antisocial in my family.
whoo.

training and training.
then on thurs.
I LOST MY SPECS.
what the hell RIGHT. im so sad la.
that person who has it, please return to general office LAH.
please? RAWH.
my degree is too SKY HIGH with you anyway.
and i have astigmetism. WHATEVER LA.
so dont take it okay?
pretty please.

long walk last night home with ah nette.
talked about. HAHA.
when you know too much about the person, it gets a little complicated.
but then again.
i wonder how much of it is true though.

talked to jon chua too. HAHA.
he's some kind of shit LAH. hahah.
anti-APNN. hhaha. WHAT THE HELL.
he made me realize what kind of a person is a FAIR WEATHERED friend.
hahah. NOT HIM LAH DUH. azin yeah.
now i finally know how to express it alr. HAH.
oh wells.

he treated me dinner! hahah.
chicken instant noodles. ahha. $1.25.
HAHA. oh. but he promise to treat me the 1.25 one next time.
i'll keep your word on that. haha.

BRO owes me ice-cream! HAHA.
dont forget. ytd la!

praise was funny.
session was about hope.
hope. HAHA.
i hope that you will find my specs and give it back to me.
i REALLY HOPE.

i found out that i had alot of people i could talk to actually.
like ahnette, fabs, dennis, rp, cam, jon.
so yeah. life is not that bad afterall.

BUT GIVE ME BACK MY SPECS LAH.

2006-02-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

OH DARN.
give me a breaaak.

what the hell.
being enthu when you dont even come for training.
what FER-RE-KING reason will you produce this time?
i just wont guess, would i?

psyhical at CCAB tmr!
WHAT THE HELL.
after delta training?

oh man. ive got lots of things to complain about.
firstly, there are seriously too many fireworks alr.
what the hell.
not that im complaining. but its like how many days alr.
there's one going on NOW.

but its gona be a long time if i wanna see another.
): pretty sight though.

mr patrick ng.
RAWH. its such a nono please.
i think im stupid. REALLY.
i think its like proven or smth. REALLY.
i hate LOGS!
and he asked me to do a shitty recap. WHAT THE HELL.
then i was like HUH.
i dont even rmb a single shit he said. so i wrote big big on th board: LOGS.
HA. take that.
and then olivia continued everything.

OH GUNDI. i realize that i got council meeting tmr.
WHOO.
shall sleep early today.
BE A GOOD GIRL. i was sleeping today in class anw.
CATE class anw.

HAHAH.
training after school with voluntery hema.
HAHA. ohwells.
neutralize. :D HAHAH.
quite okay la. ME AND YING YING RESOLVED TO BRING BALLS NEXT TIME.
hahah.

tmr got TRAINING and physical.
RAWH. game on sat and sun.

what has my life become of?
darn.

im a happy girl.
hahah. i have MANY valentines!
I WANT MORE!! hahah. sorry ah. like copy pepsi ad.

2006-01-31T00:29:00.000+08:00

i bet no one reads MY blog.
HAHAH. who cares mans. :D

ANW.
i love the show coyote ugly.
PLEASE BUY ME THE DVD.
rawwwwh. :D
its fer-RE-king NICE.

CNY.
what have you been doing?
gobbling all the goodies up?
or just merely hoping for more ANGBAOS?
hahah.
i'll take the latter.
WHO DOESN'T WANT MONEY MAN.

vsiting is fun.
I MISS MY NANNY.
she and her xian sheng is so old now.
( i wonder why people last time call their husband MISTER last time)
anwww. i miss her cooking and her new year goodies! i still rmb I HELPED her bake OKAY. but end up eating almost all.
PEANUT! i miss.

cousins.
i have weird cousins, i must say.
apples dont fall far from the tree.
some like martial arts, some are 30 over years old, some are EEE-centric, some are really pretty and of cos, old.

business not so good this year for angbaos though.
told you its a BAD year.
economic wise.

cai shen dao!

dont blame me for saying.
but 2006 isn't exactly the ideal kinfd of year.
WOOF WOOF.
suppose to woof away the BAD stuff.
but on the countray, its woofing down the bad stuff.
you know what kind of bad stuff im talking about.

i hate amath.
i really do.
i dont like the way people put you down.
I DONT BELIEVE in reverse psychology.
eat shit and die lah.

yusheng during math lesson on friday.
HAHAH. greta fun though.
throwing food everywhere.
ahah. with meat! haha.
louhei :D
food all thrown on the tables!
and of cos, must eat from the tables la. half the food is there. HAHA.

ditry classroom to clean though. HAHAH.
thats not so fun.

i cant study properly for nuts.
thanks to inspiration from the movie,
im gona have all the fun in the world.
who knows what tommorrow brings.
what the heck with what people thinks about you.
i bet you would never see them again anw.

im not lee kwan yew anw.
BOTHER FOR?
no one is gonna see me on tv.
read about me on the morning papers.
or quote the bad stuff i say.
WHO BOTHERS?

go watch coyote ugly.
you'll know what i mean.

let your hair down, girl.

2006-01-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

ITS just so fucked up.
thats life, isn't it?

you leave the mess you left behind.
its none of your business anymore.

its just amazes me.
how crude people could be.
how fast people turn their back on you.

mind you.
trying so hard for everything doesn't pay of.
whats the freaking point.
it just gets back at you.
it counterattacks.
it backfires.

so what if you care?
that person appriciates?
HOW DO YOU KNOW.
oh. i know.
by shooting you off in any way he can manage huh.
well done boy, youve done well.

its the last straw.
which rounds up the final conclusion.
of how thing would turn and the desire to destroy.

i will do my very best.
destruction in my weaknesses and victory for the rest.
conquer you, i will.
for you will never know.